the oath

Suneko’s father had fallen asleep on the living room floor. What a strange day indeed. The confused foreigner who had landed in his living room had just been nodding without a word when Severus had explained the situation. He had been uncanningly quiet. Severus had put the kettle on the stove, a quick dinner had appeared, and they had dined in silence.

Now, Severus had climbed up to his room. Of course, he couldn’t sleep. He was worried about her. He wanted to hope that she was safe, hope that she would be home soon, turned back to human. So, he was listening to the darkness. And waiting.

He jumped when he saw a deeper shadow on the doorstep. She hadn’t made a sound. And he gasped, when he launched a lumos spell: she was human indeed… If one could call her filthy, soaking wet, naked shape on the doorstep human. She was trembling with cold. He launched a drying spell on her, and accioed a cover, which he put around her shoulders.

« Why are you in that state? »

-Father’s sleeping. »

-Why are you so filthy? »

-I might have bumped into one of your cellar’s walls, and dug a gallery out to get a bit of fresh air. Then, I found a lake when I was out there. I felt like bathing. »

-I did wonder what else you would need to break. » she looked up at him :

-You stayed. » she crossed her arms, frowning.

-That was stupid. » he schrugged.

-What am I going to do with you, Severus, if you keep putting yourself in life threatening situations? »

-Your prince came to us all by himself. »

-But you stayed, and I was turning. You have no survival instinct. » she sighed.

-So… Our partnership is no longer in order, is it? » Severus frowned.

-Why would you let me down? »

-I won’t. You will. »

-What makes you think so? »

-I can smell your fear. »

-Oh, yes. You’re terrifying. » she threw him a puzzled glance. She had expected denial.

-You admit it. »

-Why would I lie? I’m not stupid. I’ve got eyes. You’re a bloody giant snake. Have you seen your own size? And what was even that, pouring out of your wand? Where did that obscurus come from? »

-Mine. »

-Oh, come on! »

-It broke when i fled from the Sunset Palace. That’s when I met my father. He severed the bond, helped me out. » Severus was impressed. Thought : She should not have survived that.

-He’s good. »

-The best. »

-Any other curses I should be aware of? »

-Two is enough. »

-At least, yours are interesting. »

-Interesting is not what people tend to call them. »

-Well, rumor has it I’m a bit strange. »

An awkward silence floated on the room like a lonely snowflake.

« Your Defense Against the Dark Arts shop. Do you have a name? »

-Lily’s DADA articles. » Severus replied automatically.

-From that dead woman you love? » Severus nodded.

-You never recovered, did you. » He schrugged. Why didn’t it hurt quite as much? He guessed he had other preoccupations.

-And your brand’s? »

-The Winning Pawn. »

-Why? »

-My mother was obsessed with go. She was a genius, unconcerned with people. That made her successful. Then she met my progenitor, and had me. So, she lost all value, and had to overwork herself. She never really looked at me. I had caused her downfall, after all. When she got sick, she shut down from everyone, and spent her days focused on her board game. On my last visit, she told me I had to win. It’s the last thing she ever said to me. I think she felt like a pawn herself. » Severus’s throat was tight for a moment.

-Turns out you’ve got a better game. And aren’t we together in this mess. »

-You’re a good friend. And you bring snacks. Thoughtful. » She smiled.

-Too bad this marriage is out of the question, now. »

-You didn’t even want to marry me in the first place! What are you talking about? »

-Ha! You’d be in trouble if i had said yes! »

-You’re not interested! »

-Oh, am I not? » She was in a cheeky mood.

-Will you marry me, mister Snape? »

-Miss Gaunt, i’ll take your hand. »

-I dare you. »

-Try me. »

Severus didn’t hear himself cast the spell or even think it. The knife just flew right into his hand as if it had decided to. And he hardly felt himself draw it to his own hand, and cut lightly into the skin. There seemed to be no pain throbbing, when the blood started to drip. It was as if his body was working on its own. As if it knew what it was doing. And Severus wasn’t even slightly surprised, concerned, or worried when his hand extended, and presented the knife to Suneko. Deep down, somewhere, underneath this feeling of quiet inner surety, Severus knew that it was probably not a good idea to offer to make a blood oath in the circumstances. But even deeper, he also knew he trusted her. The woman behind the monster. He didn’t know why. But he did. The certainty was unshakable. She frowned, then stared. Her eyes were huge, in the dim light of the room. About a hundred years old, and deadly serious. Intense. The world stopped turning for a few seconds.

« I’ve seen passion, and I’ve seen marriage. Both are equally stupid. » she said.

-I know. »

-But we’re friends. Aren’t we? »

-Absolutely. You’re a very rich friend. »

-I wouldn’t have to give up on my job. And you own a very interesting land. »

Severus felt her hand in his. It was warm. Sticky. He wasn’t sure whose blood was whose.

-Does it hurt? » he asked. She shifted. She was clearly taken aback by the question.

-What? »

-The turning. » She thought about it for a while.

-Feels like a stretching, I think. A stretching gone wrong. And then, you have to concentrate to schrink back into your own body. »

-Is it hard? »

-Generally isn’t. »

-But it was, today. » That wasn’t a question.

-Your eyes… So, they… » She nodded.

-Don’t know how it works. »

-But you’re still… You… In there… »

-I do my best. »

-You’re pretty good at handling… This. »

-I’m not a curse. » she interrupted him dryly. There was a purple glint in her eyes.

-I’m a gojin. This word people use, maledictus, it’s derogatory. It’s insulting. I just turn to a snake. There’s nothing wrong with being a snake, really. »

-No, there isn’t. But I kind of also like you as a human. »

-How come you’re not hurt? » she frowned.

-They’ve stabbed you. I’ve seen it. » Severus remembered. He just didn’t have any logical explanation to give.

-How did you bring father home? » He didn’t answer.

The temperature gained a few degrees, as they stared at each other in silence. Their blood was mingling. Nothing seemed to need to be said. Nothing was.

The chains of light were scorching hot, now. And Severus knew their invisible trace would be permanent, engraved in him, like the Mark, like a burn. When the chains cooled down, they were a schimmering silver. When they were detangled, Severus observed the little vial, at their end.

« You keep it. » she said. He locked the chain with the little vial around his neck.

It had been a long day. Severus just wanted to be through with it.

« And now, go wash and go to bed. You’re filthy. »

She didn’t go. Just stared.

« Go, now. » He repeated, losing patience.

But she didn’t.

« OUT! » He was quite irritated.

She did move. But not in the right direction. There was some sort of… Accident. There was not any other way to describe this. Their faces accidentally bumped into each other, resulting in a case of moist confusion. And the world softened for a few minutes, while they both melted.

« This was just a scientific experiment… » she mumbled.

-… Obviously. »

-… Good night. »

-… You’re so very dedicated. »

-Oh, shut up. »

The love struck prince

A little more than a week had passed since the party. When they had gone back from their social break, they had been flooded in company. Severus knew they would never be popular, exactly, but money could make you very interesting indeed. And after Fred Weasley’s pranks on her, the Snake Girl had seemed much less intimidating.

Severus and Suneko had not mentioned their private conversation again. Very few things had changed. Severus figured that meant she had decided to forget the embarrassing parts of it. It was probably for the best. He had given her food for thought, perhaps. She would go on a quest for a husband when she would be ready. Someone she would really like, obviously. Severus was still feeling quite upset about the rejection, but then whatever that conversation had been, it had been uncalled for, in the first place, unplanned, and clumsy. She didn’t seem to be ill at ease with him, though. He was grateful for this much. Instead, she had had comments to make about everyone they had met. Being friends with a legilimens could be practical for gossip. And she seemed to feel like teasing him a little, these days, booping him every so often. Annoying, but better than side eyes and awkward silences, he guessed.

They would soon have a lot of work to do. She had obtained a permit to buy Spinner’s End from the ministry. Enough of her fortune was safe to allow her to acquire it, and they would have to clean the place, once the ministry had performed the suitable protection spells. The werewolves had shown interest. It was empty, available, and close to a wolf bane provider. They had threatened to squat it. Apparently, when you were struck with lycantropy, it became difficult to find a place to rent. Technically, Suneko would be the landlady, but she had decided it would be up to Severus to handle them. Just the thought of having to make the place safe in this context was already giving Severus a headache. She would share the factory with him, he knew. He could hardly believe it, but he would have to leave Weasley’s pretty soon, to set up his own Defence Against the Dark Arts shop. He really would be his own boss. It was really happening.

And Suneko expected to see his land, now. Obsessively so. This visit had been pretty much the only thing she had had in mind, lately. When Severus had drawn his card out of his pocket to open a portal to the place, she had been trampling with impatience. And here they were. The place felt next to abandonned, almost wild and foreign. There was no vampire to be seen. Just dried herbs all around, stones, and the shadow of some broken old castle in the distance. Birds were chirping happily in the countryside silence. The climb among the bushes to the top of the hill was steep. Every once in a while, Suneko reached down to touch the soil, make some of it roll in between her fingers, and smell it. It was odd. She was hopping to and fro, sniffing the air, observing the surroundings.

« Look ! Honeysuckle, over here ! » she pointed.

-Camomille ! Wild oxalis ! A lot of interesting herbs are growing here naturally. I’ll only need to get proper seed, and I’m sure it would all grow easily. I figure greenhouses would be in order, for more exotic species, though. But I could really get to work ! »

The butterflies were flying off at her approach. She had the widest smile, and her eyes were glimmering like saphires. They had to stop, panting, when they reached the top of the hill. Dried herbs had been growing all around and in between the remains of ancient stairs, which slippery stones had been eroded by time. The view from the wall before the main entrance was breathtaking : the greenery spread all the way to the horizon, fields and fields of it, surrounded by rustic little forests. And beyond, the mountains.

« And the land is all yours? » she mused, visibly impressed.

-Technically. » he replied.

-The contract says I own those deserted fields, over here, before the mountains. So, I’ve been told. I own the space. And the dried herbs and the crumbling old stones. » She gave him a rough nudge.

-Ouch! » he protested.

-Respect the land! » Then, she let her hand slide from one side of his hips to the other, so as to give him a side hug. His heart stopped. He breathed in and out, as he tried to control his… Reaction.

-This is it. This is where I get my raw material. » she chuckled in glee.

-My husband! » she teased. He rolled his eyes. If she was going to take it like this.

-If you think you can make anything out of this place. » He put his hand around her shoulders, and they strolled in.

The towers were more of less intact. Apart from this, only one side of the building seemed to be graced with a roof. They entered. Stone and dirt and weeds was all that was left from whatever had been a room. There seemed to be the remains of a staircase on a corner. That must have led to a cellar.

Severus thought about the vampires. They were still nowhere to be seen. No trace of anything dead or living. This place was clearly impracticable. His dead uncle had probably agonized somewhere else, he figured.

All of a sudden, he realized she was staring at him.

« What? » he snapped, a little uneasy.

-You’re not perfect, you know. » she started.

-You’re grumpy all the time, short tempered, and you can be petty, sometimes even mean, and… And you can neglect yourself when I don’t pay attention. That’s annoying. » Severus scoffed.

-Because you think YOU are? You’re messy, bossy, work obsessive… »

-At least, we share that ! »

-Not mentioning downright invasive, when you’re ‘friends’ are around. »

-They like you! »

-They steal from my plate at dinner! »

-It’s called sharing! »

-Without my consent? Rude! »

-Well, you always close the shutters, and it’s dark in your place. »

-You always hang from the ceilings and startle me at night. »

-Why, excuse me for keeping you company! »

-Excuse me for protecting us from sunburns! »

-You can’t be this fragile! »

-You’re a wildling! » She hissed in between her teeth.

-Oh, don’t be vulgar! » she burst out laughing. A warm, raspy, guttural sound.

-What are you laughing at? »

-I don’t know. I’m just happy. I think. » she had this strange, intense little smile.

-It’s quiet, here. The soil is fertile, and you’ll let me work here, won’t you. » Severus schrugged.

-Perfect people are the worst anyway. » She pinched his cheek lightly.

-You never demand anything. That’s something I like about you. »

That was certainly a strange conversation.

All of a sudden, a long series of whoosh aparating sounds could be heard from the courtyard. Severus frowned. That was a lot of people suddenly appearing in that isolated place. He looked at Suneko :

« Were we expecting visitors? »

She looked worried. She shook her head. He reached for his pocket. In half a second, his wand was in his hand. They could hear feet stomping on the grass, going their direction. They obviously had been tracked, followed. Why?

« Suneko, I think your lover found us. »

A man entered, followed by a dozen others. All colour had left Suneko’s face. So, he had come for her. He was stunning. His face was finely lined, he was tall and lean, and muscular. He was wearing a dazzling dark blue and golden armor. He looked powerful, determined, self confident. He looked like a prince, come straight from a woman’s vivid imagination. But his eyes were dangerous. They were almond shaped, amethyst colored, fixed and keen like a cat’s. And the men behind him were also wearing an armor. And two of these soldiers moved forward. They were surrounding a third man. He looked older and slightly distraught, wearing a tunic and messy white hair.

They started talking in Li. Severus cast a lingua spell upon himself to understand.

« Father… » Suneko gasped. The prince’s smile was angry, and his voice was cold when he replied :

-We had to pay him a visit to collect personal belongings of yours for the tracking spell. I do hope his presence reminds you that you have loved ones in Li. » Suneko looked left and right for a solution, for an escape.

-Darling, you wouldn’t dare running away from me, again? »

-I don’t believe we’ve ever had the pleasure. » Severus said. One of the guards, the tallest, barked at him :

-You’re in the presence of his Highness the noble brother of His Majesty the Light of the Realm of Li. You will bow down and speak when spoken to. »

-Will I? » The guard drew his sword. The prince vaguely waved his hands, in a condescending appeasing gesture.

-There, there, Cuan. No need to kill this poor man. After all, his heart will soon be broken. »

-Broken by whom? » Suneko said.

-Broken by you. He should be warned. That’s what you do. »

-What I do. » There was steel in her eyes.

-Yes he needs to know we are betrothed, for one. » Betrothed. Severus didn’t know why it hurt this bad. He might as well have been struck.

-I never gave you my hand. » The prince decided to utterly ignore the observation. Instead, he turned to Severus, and looked at him up and down.

-My, my… He doesn’t look like much. I hope he doesn’t think he has any chance… »

-I don’t. » Severus confirmed. The prince made a disgusted pout, as if a cockroach had just spoken.

-Look at who you’ve been reduced to spend time with, after the palace. » the prince scoffed.

-After having served the queen consort! After having been invited to MY table! » He was so furious.

-You must have lost your mind, to run from the palace and end up wasting your time in the company of some… Repulsive little clerc! » he waved disdainfully in Severus’s direction.

-Who could turn down such an enviable position? » Severus mumbled. The guard growled. The prince threw him a sharp look :

-Indeed. And now good sir, I would advise you to be quiet. For your own protection. » Severus didn’t know if he would manage.

-Do you realize how far I had to go, to get your attention? What I had to do to get through you? You have been so cold. I don’t understand you. » the handsome prince went on pleading to Suneko.

A lover scorned, then. Severus wasn’t sure he liked the sudden change of tone. It sounded manipulative. And indeed, she didn’t seem to be moved at all.

« Oh, but I’m sure I’m not that important, your Highness. There are more than enough toys to keep you busy, around the palace. »

-What are you talking about? Why this jealousy, my dear? You know I have responsabilities at the inner court. Then, you know why I’ve been working with hundreds of women for years. I can hardly remember everyone. You’re the only one I have eyes for. »

-Is that what you generally tell them, your Highness? Is this what you told to Lady Choko, Lady Etsuko, Lady Fuyoko, Lady Jun… »

-Is this a way to answer my grievances? By giving me a list of names? What is the meaning of this? »

-You don’t remember them, do you? »

-There, there, my love. What a vivid imagination. I’ve never had any… Toys, if that was your worry. I’ve only had eyes for you, since I met you. I swear it. I gave you my heart, Suneko chan! I don’t understand! I offered you my hand! I lay my life at your feet! Why did you get away from me? » She rolled her eyes. But he pressed on.

-Can’t you see? I’ve been looking for you everywhere in Li! Everywhere beyond the seas! You’ve been on my mind every second! For three years, you were away! For three years, I could hardly sleep! You should have told me, you were jealous. I would have told you there was no reason! Instead, you just left and broke my heart. Why are you so distrustful? Why won’t you understand that I cannot live without you? »

The prince did look utterly distressed and lost. But then, it was easy for some people to play pretend. Not mentionning the little detail of Suneko’s father being held hostage. His attitude didn’t match his words, and if Severus had learned anything throughout the years he’d spent with the Dark Lord, it was that all in all, words never really mattered. I hope she doesn’t fall for his acting skills… He thought. But she didn’t seem to be impressed.

« What have you even done away from me for three long years? » This time, Severus couldn’t help himself.

-Let’s see… She received a heritage that made her immensely rich, she earned an official diploma from the Healing Institute, she saved a couple of lives, and she now intends to run an apothecary factory. So, yes. She has been busy. »

The prince frowned, and the guard growled.

-Oh, I see, then. You were jealous, and ashamed of your lower status. So, you left to try and be worthy of me. Suneko chan, these years without you have been torture. Why did you stay away, so long? You did not need that heritage. I do not care for it! My love is so much deeper than this ! I need you by my side! Come back to Li! Come back to the palace! »

-You need me by your side. » she answered flatly.

-But did you ever wonder about my needs? Never, I suppose. I’ve always been but a servant. »

-My dear love. You know you’re more than just a servant to me. And you know I would do anything to make you happy. You would just have to ask me… »

-I could not work, though, could I? That would breech the protocol. I would be forced to abandon my job, to carry your babies. »

-Suneko chan… » the prince’s voice was weak. Hurt.

-You would be a wonderful mother, I’m sure of it. The queen consort loves you dearly. She would be so happy for you. Would it be so bad, to have my babies? »

-It would kill me to give up on my job. By now, you should know it’s my reason to live. »

-But I’m sure the queen consort would have no other counsel for her children but yours. And your skills would be really needed for your job as a mother. I’m sure you would find sense in this life, if only… » He was interrupted by her bitter chuckle.

-Of course. You did not come here to ask, but to demand. »

-That’s not what it is! What are you imagining? » the prince now seemed to be close to tears. I mean : her father being held hostage might be a little clue, Severus thought.

-Did you know Lady Choko took time forgetting you? Her father was insightful when he married her off. She is happy now, I hear. And Lady Etsuko lost all joy when she had to abort your baby. Lady Fuyoko’s father was too proud to forgive her disgrace. She was disinherited. Last time I checked, she was working at a brothel. And I believe Lady Jun killed herself. » There was a cold, heavy silence. There was a bitter edge in her sullen voice.

-I know what love is worth. All my life, I’ve seen my sisters deal with men like you. I know that passion has a price. Of course, you wouldn’t care. You never had to pay it. Only your toys had to. »

-You’re not a toy! I never treated you as one! Why are you so cruel? I… I want to marry you… I… I don’t want to hurt you… »

-You don’t, but you would forget my name all the same. You will end up marrying someone worthy of your status, one day, when you’re wiser. I would just be a spare wife, trapped in the palace, deprived of my job, deprived of my beauty, deprived of your attention. I would end up miserable and unsafe. So, but for your respect, I’m just trying to protect myself, your Highness. »

-Suneko chan… »

-Hyo sama! I will not come back to Li, and I will not marry you. I think you want me because I declined. You must see me as a difficult chase. Such was not my intention. I’m sorry if it causes you displeasure. And, I know I did you wrong as a servant and as a citizen. So, I will pay for the years of servitude I owe you, if you will let me. I’m afraid that’s the only honorable solution. »

The handsome prince’s warm worried expression turned into a cold smile in less than half a second. Here it is. His true face. thought Severus.

« You are right about one thing, my dear. » he purred.

-You did me wrong indeed, running away. I am offended. And you are a Li citizen. I dare hope you don’t think you would redeem yourself by throwing me gold, do you? That would not be a suitable payment. »

-If you wish to take my life, I suggest you do it now, your Highness. » Severus had put his hands in his pocket again, and he was gripping his wand. The prince shook his head.

-I could never lay a hand on you, my dearest. »

-You did try to choke me, once. » Severus could not believe his ears. Oh, dear. A regular gentleman. He was holding his wand so tight it hurt.

-And yet, you will come back to the palace. » Suneko hissed.

-Your repeating yourself is not going to change her mind, princeling. » Severus growled. The prince threw him a brief, murderous look, and looked back at Suneko :

-My love, I did not come all this way to come back empty handed. I’m losing my patience. You’ll get used to your new life, of course. I will have you. I will burn the world if i need to. »

The prince looked sideways at the captain of his guard, and made a series of gestures, which as Severus came to find out a couple of seconds later, had meant : seize her, kill them. Suneko screamed.

Severus didn’t have time to react. The muscular brute that had been glaring at him the whole time threw himself at him, and the world turned red. The shifting of the air. The bite of the steel. The pain.

The pain. Was the only thing. That existed.

And the pulse of his heart. P-dum. P-dum. P-dum.

The ringing in his ears. Hiiiiiii…

The music.

Saturated guitars. Light drums. Heavy drums. Heavy bases. Growl. Home made sound. Severus opened his eyes, as if waking up from a fevered dream.

The scene was frozen. One of the guards that were holding Suneko’s father hostage was coming for his throat. The blade was suspended, about to plunge in. The prince had crossed his arms in an authoritative fashion while he was observing his soldiers follow his orders. He had a hard, but quiet expression. He made Severus think about someone he had known years ago, cold, collected, and proud.

Bad idea. He could hardly recognize Suneko’s face, as it was altered by fear, and hatred. Her eyes were a deep purple turning magenta on the sides. « If my eyes turn red, run. » she had said. Severus knew that she would be lost if her father died.

Severus pushed the captain of the guard that had stabbed him, and winced while pulling the bloody sword from his chest. It was bad. He would probably die from his wound at some point. But he wanted to hold on just a little to see if he could salvage anything from this situation. Her father needs to live, he thought. He has to.

He advanced towards the old man, stumbling at first, wincing in pain, and then walking, and wondering why the pain wasn’t getting any worse, why the bleeding was stopping, why the dizziness was receding, why it no longer really hurt. Why he was just healing. But he knew he didn’t have time to be puzzled. So, he cleared Suneko’s father free from his guards, and drew his card out of his pocket, held it firmly, and waved it. The sensation was overwhelming. The portal sucked them out of the ruin, and right back into Spinners End.

Back home, even though Severus was in his musical magic state, time was its natural self. Severus realized this when the old man blinked, and looked wildly around. Severus knew he had to come back to Suneko quickly, if he wanted to take her out of this situation. His magical time freezing clock was ticking. So, he pat the bewildered old man on the back right before crossing the portal the other way :

« I have to go back to your daughter. Welcome to England. I hope you’re enjoying your stay. »

He set foot in the room, by her side. By the look in her eyes, she would massacre all these men, he knew. He hoped he would have time to talk to her, to tell her that her father was safe, or something, anything that might help her stay human. But time kicked back in.

She had drawn her wand out of her pocket. This is not good, Severus thought. Worse still, his throat was so dry that no sound could get out. He had never seen her like this. Monstrous. Powerful. Huge. Like a nightmarish dark witch. He realized he was terrified. And he felt useless. She whispered a name.

« Moretsu. »

There was a faint sound, like a sigh, when the shadow slid out and started to fill the room. Severus was shaking. So, that’s why she rarely used her wand. It was holding an obscurus. Where had she found it? How had she trapped it? It could not be hers, surely. Obscurus magic was tricky. Should you improperly separate a child from their shadow, they would die. Should you let the shadow in, they would die. Should you kill it, you would eventually kill the child with it. And the thing was huge… She could not have survived it.

The shadow moved, and swept the room, and disappeard back into the wand. The guards of the prince had fallen almost instantaneously, face torn, skin cracked, gone. The prince was alone, wildly looking at his dead protectors. A cold, cold voice seeping like a hiss filled the silence :

« You were saying? »

It was the prince’s turn, now, to look for an escape. He tried to apparate, but Severus partially stupefied him. It was a reflex. He was so angry. You’ve just found your betrothed, he thought. Why were you leaving? You brought us into this mess. Now, deal with it.

« You are… Very strong… My darling. You need not lose your temper. » the prince pleaded.

-I understand you fear to lose your autonomy. I would never deprive you of your freedom. You know me. I just thought you could do so much better than work as a mere healer, becoming the empress of Li. You would become the most respected queen consort that has ever lived. Imagine!… You know, I’m merely third in line. That would be a possibility… »

-You had my friend stabbed. » she hissed.

-Of course not! It was… A mere… Misunderstanding. I would never dare hurting you, my love… Or your loved ones… »

-Where is my father? »

Severus was frozen, speechless. He knew he ought to say something. But he couldn’t.

« Where… Is my… FATHER?! »

She hissed, and Severus gulped, and the even the air ceased moving down his throat. Time was suspended by the wave of terror sweeping through, as no one could answer her.

« WHERE IS HE?!! » she screamed.

To Severus’s horror the handsome prince rigidified in front of his very eyes. He was turning to stone. Litterally. Instantly, Severus knew what was happening. And he knew what she was. A basilisk. Quite the maledictus, indeed. He thought to himself : If she eats his flesh, she will never turn back to human. He was losing his friend. There was nothing he could do about it.

But the handsome prince was soon turned to smithereens by a blasting curse. The room was filled by a grave, sharp silence.

She stood there, in shock, frozen. She was shaking violently. Severus didn’t know what to do. He somehow instinctively felt that no word would help, no attempt would quiet down the storm that was coming. She was just about to explode, he knew. I should tell her, he thought. Why can’t I say anything? Why can’t I say it? Say it! SAY IT! She had been tempted to fall for that man, hadn’t she? Before she’d known who he really was? How difficult it must have been. Severus knew love could break you. Yet, she had kept level headed. She had resisted. She had left to avoid being mistreated. And most importantly, she had left to avoid having to kill him. How brave she had been to leave. How right, too.

Severus thought about his own mother, decades ago, who hadn’t had the strength. He remembered his father’s sorry eyes, when he had told him about « the accident ». Severus had known what that meant. The old man had killed her. Now, he had thought, back then. Now, I will become a death eater. I will show him. I will show them all. He remembered that day when he, himself, had broken. And now, it was her turn. Severus cast a bullesco spell, and waited. The silence was dark and deafening. Then, she screamed. And it hardly sounded human.

The thick walls exploded all around them. In his magical protective bubble, Severus observed, as the stones were reduced to dust, one explosion at a time. He shook and stood his ground, in the middle of a world suddenly turned to chaos. He was terrified, of course. But he couldn’t leave her. Because he remembered how it felt when you were breaking. When you had no one else to turn to. So, however much his survival instincts were screaming at him to run, he refused to. He would not leave her to break alone. Not knowing what he had been through.

After long minutes of terrifying rampage, a different kind of silence floated in the room. The air was significantly colder, now, because there was no room left for anything to float in. And no walls left to shield Severus and her. A mournful wind was moaning in each and every direction, now. Beyond the disorderly piles of broken stones spread in the distance, lay the wild, unkempt garden, all filled with weeds, and thorns, high prickly grass, and twisted bushes and trees. The ruins, now fully exposed to the wilderness, were looming over the hill. It was a sorry sight to behold. Severus just thought : She must be exhausted. At that point, he heard himself unwisely blurt out :

« How kind of you to help redecorate the place. »

She did not turn around or look up. Severus heard a rumble as stones were being moved. He decided to keep his bullesco on, as he didn’t know if she was going to throw them at him, or not. He soon realized such had not been her intention. She had meant to clear a way to the underground stairs. Oh, I still do have the undergrounds, he thought to himself. At least, he did have dusty caves under his impracticable gardens. He had to follow her, of course. Let’s see what else she will need to break.

The lower floor was surprisingly big. Thick pillars were holding the huge, arched ceilings, and a massive stone basin was fixed in the middle. She stopped by, and leaned on it. She was breathing heavily. Panting. She’s going to turn, he realized. She was obviously fighting it. From where he was, he could have a glimpse of the colour of her eyes. They were a purplish magenta. If my eyes turn red, she had said, if my eyes turn red, run. Magenta. Was not. A good colour.

« Your father is safe. » he finally managed to blurt out. She must have been so worried. In her place, he would have.

« He’s in Spinner’s End. He’s alright. I brought him there without you seeing. »

She let out a hiss. Cold sweat ran down his spine. She would be a big snake, he knew. This hiss sounded nothing like Nagini’s. Obviously : had she not just killed her ex lover with her eyes?

« I should have told… »

-He would have had you both killed. » She winced.

« You should leave this insssstant. » she managed in between her teeth. But her eyes were a darker purple, now. The colour was less concerning. The information must have reassured her, a bit.

He cursed his stubborn self, as he stayed. He was taking a stupid risk, he knew, but he was not going to leave her in this state. How do you comfort a big snake? he thought.

Water, perhaps, for a start. He started filling the basin. The aguamenti spell took ages.

« You should leave, now. » she insisted.

« I’m dangeroussss. »

Oh, but he wouldn’t. Her breathing was getting ever heavier. Another gut rigidifying hiss filled the room like a cold wave of sound. Severus found this thick spot, in his mind, that spot that put life at a distance, turned everything into neutral information, and prevented the panick from spilling. Think rationally, he thought. Think. What else would be needed? Food, perhaps. Food could be helpful, with wild beasts. It would just be some big snake, he expected. It would not need to attack, just yet, if it managed to be fed. There was one tiny problem : How in the hell would he get food, at this point, in this god forsaken place?

The question almost answered itself. Her elves. Were they anywhere close? Had they fled? Could they answer his call? Could they help?

He apparated upstairs, among the piles of broken stones, and called :

« Elves! Your mistress needs you! » he informed the cold, silent void.

« She’s turning! She will need to be fed! Answer, now! Show yourselves! »

He had never seen her elves. They had been serving the Dark Lord, once, he knew. They were terrified. They were keeping to themselves, invisible, and quiet. A few excruciatingly long seconds of stillness scraped on his thin stretched nerves. Then, he heard a stone rumble in a corner. He hoped to the gods it was them.

« I think a roasted guinea fowl would do… Make it two… « 

A third monstrous hiss slithered up from the dark undergrounds.

« Make it six! Ten! Don’t you hear? She will be a big, big snake! She will need to eat very soon! Get the ginea to cook now! NOW! MOVE! »

He sighed with relief, when he saw the meat appear out of nowhere, and quietly roast in front of his very eyes, suspended in the chill air.

« Thank you. » he barked dryly.

« I’ll get them there. »

He did not leave the roasted birds time to drop. He made them levitate down the dusty, broken stairs, and followed. A terrible fourth hiss came out of the little figure in the distance.

Oh, no.

The rustling intensified. There was a dizziying blur of shimmering dark teal, and white, and silver. Faster and faster it moved, the world was made of scales, floating on a long, endless hissing sound. Severus had quickly dropped his gaze. He felt not only horror-struck, but also shameful and wretched, as though he had caught the young woman in a most inappropriate, intimate moment. Then, the noise receided.

The beast, lying in a cinnamon roll, was filling the great hall of the lower floor with glistening, rusteling, white and teal scales. It had silver horns. It was beautiful and terrifying. Severus Snape gulped, and clung on his wand. Thankfully, the slit pupils of the huge purple eye seemed to avoid slipping his way. The beast was clearly aware of his presence. It was ostensibly ignoring him, Severus realized. It was deliberate.

Good news, he thought. She’s still herself.

He heard himself whistle in awe.

« No wonder you tend to eat this much. » he noticed.

« I thought you might be in the mood for dinner. »

He sent the ten roasted guinea fowls her way, near her eyes, somewhere. They disappeared in about half a second. He tried to approach her. But he hesitated. He didn’t want to talk about the very recent death of her ex lover, just yet. She had had to kill him just minutes ago. She was probably not ready to tackle the subject. He wanted to sound reassuring. Friendly.

« I think you were right to leave, for what it’s worth. » was the very first thing that slipped out of his throat.

Oops, he thought. Let’s dive straight into the difficult subjects, and get killed now, I suppose.

« Perhaps, he was in love, in his own way. But… What happened to those other ladies… And his tone with you… I think you deserve better… And when you’re ready, you’ll surely find someone who won’t strangle and threaten you to appease their frustration. » He sighed.

« Love should be effortless. Just : why is it never? »

She hissed something back, but of course, he couldn’t understand.

« Oh, and that too. » he pretended.

« That special someone should obviously have very sturdy furniture. »

Half a second after having said that, he heard a splash, and found himself covered in cold water. He levitated just to make sure. And as he thought, from up here, that giant snake looked extremely smug. A knot untied itself in his guts. He gently floated back down, and patted her on whatever part of her tail that was :

« Take your time. I’m leaving the card by the fountain. I’m going back to Spinner’s. »

The slug club

« My dear friend,

I do hope this letter finds you well. It has been so long. Lately, I heard you were still alive ! I was absolutely flabbergasted ! Everyone had all lost hope, I’m afraid. But here you are, and myself, Minerva, Sybil, Poppy, Pomona, Filius, Rubeus, we are all so very delighted ! I heard mister Potter fell off his seat from the shock, when he learned. You know, he had a portrait of you hung in the director’s office, after the war. He insisted so much, Minerva had to give in… »

At this point, Severus had to look up from the letter, and sigh. What a fool that boy was. Embarrassing. He read on :

« Had to give in. It will remain there, of course, unless you really mind. After all, you did replace our much regretted late Albus in your time. So, it makes sense.

Now, I must say : I heard you’ve been in good shape for months, even got a new job, and you didn’t think about warning anyone ! Minerva is as thrilled about the good news, as she’s livid. You will never hear the end of it ! You have to make it up. We miss you, you rascal ! You can’t stay hidden from us forever !

Well… I’ve got the perfect occasion for you ! You can’t say no. I’ve planned a little social gathering, next friday night. You know the place. You have to come. I do remember you tend to avoid these types of events, but you won’t escape us, this time. Socialising is like a muscle, don’t you think? You do need to train to get better at it. Everyone is looking forward to see you there. The spy who defied You-Know-Who ! You forged yourself quite a reputation ! You won’t have a moment for yourself, just saying. You risk to be assailed with questions.

Incidentally, I believe we all have a young lady to thank for your survival. I should very much like to meet her. You know I do enjoy surrounding myself with brilliant young people, and they say she is brilliant. She does have a terrible name to carry, not mentioning the rumors… But she’s also been forging herself a reputation, in Saint Mungo’s. They say she’s an earnest young lady, quite intense in her studies, always about work, work, work. I heard you two were getting along quite well. I’m sure she will make many other friends, when she decides to. But you have been a bad influence, haven’t you? You need to bring her along. This will just not do.

My friend, your welcoming committee is on the ready. You’ll get an earful from Minerva. But not only. I ordered some red elf made wine, for the occasion. Your favorite. Mister Potter, who keeps dodging my invitations, will even honour us with his presence. Would you believe it?

Answer this note, will you? I’ll be waiting. We’re looking forward to be seeing you.

Your friend, Horace. »

Severus sighed. This was embarrassing. He had kept more or less to himself for quite some time, indeed. He had been worried about his fellow former death eaters, of course. He had felt safer hidden. But he had also just let time pass by, busy with his new life. And to tell the truth, the last thing he had wanted to do was come back to Hogwarts. Too many bad memories. For years, back then, he had wanted to leave that damned school, as a matter of facts. But he had nothing against his former colleagues, of course. Minerva had been fun to tease and gossip with. Rubeus had been clumsy, but always well meaning. Pomona brewed to nicest wand made beer. But Hogwarts would always be haunted by the shadow of Albus Dumbledore, to him. And with the shadow of the old man lingered the shadow of the Dark Lord. He’d been stuck between the devil and the blue sea, chained by his promises, chained by guilt and fear for years. No. He was not exactly nostalgic. But he would have to answer, wouldn’t he?

« Dear Horace,… »

What was he going to answer now? I like you all, but i’d rather not, regards? It would be difficult to avoid this awkward situation, after all this time… He didn’t want to come across as cold.  He had rather liked his collegues. They hadn’t been too bad. He would come, of course. And he would be expected to bring along Suneko. She’s going to love being stuck in an unknown place full of unknown people, Severus thought with an ironic smile. Ha. At least, he wouldn’t suffer alone. He gave it a thought… Let’s see if i can drag someone else into my misery, shall we? The more, the sorrier. Let’s do this. He took back his quill.

« Dear Horace,

I hope everyone is alright, back at the old castle. Your letter sounds like your usual self. Must i conclude you managed to keep your sanity intact, despite having your space daily invaded by hordes of children? At least, your little slytherins must be somewhat civilized, unlike Minerva’s little gryffindor savages. Tell me : i dare hope our house did win the cup, these last few years. After all, no Potter has been around to be annoying to the detriment of our seeker’s focus!

Talking about which : our former seeker came to visit me, the other day. Draco Malfoy is a fine young man. Did you know he intended to run a rejuvenating balneum? Luxurious, of course. You know the Malfoys. He’d love my friend Sune… »

He crossed Suneko’s birth name to avoid creating confusion.

« My friend Aethelind to participate in his business or even to provide potions, but his project doesn’t seem to be healing oriented enough for her. For now. You know the boy is persistent. She might end up changing her mind. Aethelind’s a bit shy. She will be happy to see a boy she already knows at your little social gathering, I’m sure. I’ll carry her to Hogwarts like a sack of potatoes if I have to, of course.

See you all there, old friend.

Severus. »


Oh, dear. The whole Malfoy clan had turned up into the house right after Draco had received his invitation. Of course, they had made a huge fuss about the whole thing, and had flooded Suneko and Severus with advice. They had dragged them into ridiculously expensive shops, claiming it would be rather suitable if Severus were presentable, for once. Thankfully, they had also judged Suneko to be below their fashion standards. And frankly, Severus thought, sharing his annoyance had been helpful. It would be a long, long, tiring night.

There were few windows alit in the old castle. The grey stones seemed to be asleep in the twilight. Understandibly so : the students were supposed to be in their common rooms, at this time of night. Severus, Suneko and Draco were standing in front of the heavy door. They were all nervous for different reasons. Severus because of disagreeable old memories difficult to shake even after all this time. Draco because, though this gathering was not the club, exactly, it was the next best thing. He did hope to somehow mend his family’s reputation. Suneko because she wasn’t fond of crowds.

« You’re shiny. » noticed Severus, looking at Suneko.

-You’re very equipped, jewelry wise, aren’t you? Nice necklace. » 

-Are you looking at my breasts? »

-What breasts? » Suneko pinched him. Severus smiled.

The great door opened.

« This is it, my friends. » Draco said. Severus patted him on the back.

-This is not a final oral exam. »

The boy was wearing his special worried proud pout.

The common hall was huge. Bigger than he remembered. That was because the thousands of students had not been invited to the party. It had been rearranged to welcome a smaller crowd. Tables had been gathered in the corners with canapes, and drinks were being served on platters by elves. Severus knew many of these people. It felt strange. Severus was at least grateful to notice that nobody was throwing themselves in his arms. Instead, people were keeping a kind of polite safe distance.

Severus soon came to understand that they were looking at Suneko with a cautious side eye, and at Draco with a little glint of contempt. That made Severus angry. How dare they? Most of these people had taken no side. They had been carefully bidding their time to see who was winning. They had even been ostensibly licking the boy father’s boots if it brought them privilege. They were in no position to judge anyone, now. But there were whispers :

« What’s he doing here? »

-That’s Malfoy, isn’t it? »

-He’s got some nerves. »

-And with Snape, too. I thought Snape had been on Dumbledore’s side during the war. Why would he show up with a Malfoy, now? »

-Who knows what side he’s ever been on, this one. »

-The bloody war hero. Please. »

-It sure doesn’t give him a good image. »

-Snape was paid, perhaps. »

-You know what they say. The Malfoys always land on their feet, like cats. »

-And is that the Snake Girl? »

-She’s small. Not very pretty. »

-They say she’s a maledictus. »

-If that’s the case, she’s dangerous. They should lock her up, I think. »

Suneko was starting to hiss. Draco was ivory white. Severus was wearing his blank face. He wasn’t very good at showing emotions. Even pretense. Right now, it was a gift. How dare they? How rude of them. Had they come all this way to deal with all these side eyes and whispers? What had been the point of even bothering? He didn’t care about any of these people, as a matter of fact, and he felt like throwing a couple of jinxes here and there for good measure. But he wouldn’t.

« Were those your friends? » Suneko commented.

-No, hardly. I’ve been acquainted to some of them. Some of them were working with Draco’s father, back in the day, I believe. »

-It’s rude to whisper behind someone’s back in their presence. »

-Oh, but they’re so agreeable. Aren’t you socially demanding. »

« I mean : his father has been in Askhaban. Like : since when did Hogwarts welcome litteral criminals? » whispered someone.

-And litteraly no one cares about your opinion. » snapped Draco to the person in question.

-Selwyn, is it? What was that you were saying, again? » Severus added.

-Please, enlighten us. » the person began to stutter. Suneko was staring hard at them.

-Speak louder, or don’t speak at all. You see : Severus and I believe in second chances, especially for people who happened to show good will. We also tend to believe it would be wrong to blame an offspring for the mistakes of their elders. Don’t you think? »

A heavy silence was starting to fall on the room. The quiet, icy voice of the Niece had shushed the whispers. She certainly had reasons to wish for her family’s past to be forgotten.

« Otherwise, it would be fair to look into everyone’s family tree. How’s yours, Selwyn? » the greying man had turned pale. And mute.

-Everyone has a past, I’m sure. » Severus commented appeasingly, grabbing a drink.

Draco was passably upset, and Suneko was throwing severe glances around the great room. But not everyone’s blood had frozen in their veins, a pleasant background music was hanging in the air. The candles were flickering softly in the moonlight. And you could perceive a faint scent of the delicious canapes. Severus took Suneko and Draco by the shoulders and moved forward. Perhaps, the evening could be saved.

« Let’s move on to the tables. » he suggested.

For a time, no one came to them.

« You do have a face. » Severus teased Suneko.

-I thought you were hair on legs. »

Suneko’s hair had been pulled back in an intricate ornate bread, and her usual bangs had been pushed away. It gave a whole new shape to her delicate face. She looked at him sideways, and stuck her tongue. That made Draco smile, a little.

They had a drink, and dived into the canapés. The food was delicious. The wine was sweet with a touch of bitterness and an undertone of nuts. Severus had relaxed a bit, away from disagreeable prying eyes, in the corner. Draco, Suneko and him were silently wondering if they would be left to themselves, when they heard a familiar voice :

« Draco. It’s been too long, my friend. »

-Good to see you, Blaise. »

-Professor Snape. »

-I’m not a professor, anymore. » muttered Severus.

-They say you’ve been a hero. » said Zabini with a mocking edge to his voice.

-Hardly. » Severus was embarrassed.

-More like : twice a fool, really. »

-He has. » Draco felt smart enough to say. Severus was starting to blush. No, he hadn’t. And anyway, it was a conversation he clearly did not want to have. Zabini smirked. He turned to Draco, and changed subjects.

-How have you been? » he asked throwing a little side glance at Suneko.

-Quite well. I’ve obtained an Excellence Award from the Gold Keeping departement as well as a certificate from the Healing Institute last year. I’m working on a certificate from the Wizarding Citizen Recovery and Basic Survival Regulations departement, these days. I wish to open my own establishment, you see, and I need all the proper authorizations. »

-You mean to open a hospital? »

-No. I plan to invest in a rejuvenating balneum. You wouldn’t believe the preciseness of the norms attached to this kind of activity. But sorry. I’m being rude. May I introduce you to my good friend Aethelind Gaunt? Aethelind, please meet Blaise Zabini. We were together at school. »

-Nice to meet you. » Suneko drew out her hand, and smiled pleasantly. Zabini shook it.

-The famous snake girl. I’ve heard so much about you. »

-She would love to bite you to be true to her reputation, but she’s quite busy with these canapes, at the moment. » Severus said. Zabini did not seem traumatized by the joke.

-They say you’re also in the healing business. »

From there ensued a long and tedious conversation about the different types of potions, and poultrices, and powders, and otherwise healing related products, and source material quality, and commercial scale in which Suneko ended up convinced that she did actually need to delegate the distribution to a specialized professional (namely, possibly mister Blaise Zabini himself). Severus’s attention was on the brink of drifting off, when he heard :

« And do you make any love potions? »

-Love potions hardly have anything to do with the healing business at all… » frowned Suneko.

-Nevertheless, yes we do. » counter argued Severus. Suneko and the two young men looked at him with a raised eyebrow.

-What? Just because I’ve been a professor doesn’t mean I’ve never had a life, you know… »

And thus, he was dragged against his better judgement into a very long, and detailed, and somewhat embarrassing conversation about the ethics of love potions, and the different possibilities available, suitable for different ages, and the limits imposed by the wizarding law for which beverage, and it was a nightmare.

« Your own recipes? »

-I’m a creative man, mister Zabini. Incidentally, I’m sure our friend Aethelind, here, would be able to put together appropriate antidots, wouldn’t she? That would be your domain of expertise? » Suneko nodded with a little pout seeming to mean : challenge accepted.

-I’m looking forward to discussing this further. As for the the prices… »

-They should really be thought through together in a formal meeting with miss Gaunt’s financial councellors. » purred Draco with a predatory smile. The self confident and determined set of his jaw was hiding the subtle worried glint in his eye. Zabini patted him on the back.

-If I knew their name, I wouldn’t be surprised. »

Oh, Merlin please spare us the conversation about the state of the market… thought Severus with a big internal sigh.

« Financial councellors, huh. » Suneko just commented when Zabini had left.

Unfortunately, this conversation also had to take ages. Luckily for Suneko, Lucius Malfoy had taken a step back from the ministry since the war. He’d chosen to work independently, and anyway the new financial team of the ministry had been way too incompetent…

« Politics is tedious. » agreed Suneko compassionately.

Draco was just about to convince her that beauty potions were actually all about health (she was getting tired), when a young man approached them :

« How do you do? May introduce myself : my name is Felix Rosier… »

The air was getting a little thick around Severus and his two young friends. Little by little, new comers were timidly approaching to shake hands with the attraction of the evening. Severus noticed that somebody’s spying in times of war had much less appeal to the curious than the mysterious foreigner and the impressive amount of gold lying in her coffers. He was amused at his own tiny pang of proud disappointment, and laid back, quietly observing the scene.

Since the growing little group was mostly made up of boys and men, the conversation drifted towards quidditch, which Suneko dared calling a boring game. This caused an instant uproar in the party. Severus had to precise :

« She can’t fly. »

-Yes, I can! »

-She bumps into trees. »

-I mean, they generally take so much space! »

-Then, you should learn. I could teach you. » offered Draco.

-I’m pretty good, you know. » 

-You always lost. » said a familiar, annoying voice.

-Potter. » growled Draco. And Severus was glad to see that some things didn’t change.

-I’ve heard that you were fast enough, but that Draco was technically better than you. But they say you had a strategy where you would annoy him so much he lost concentration. » Suneko commented innocently.

-That’s what they say, is it? I wonder who said it? »

-Someone objective, I’m sure. » Severus smiled.

-Good to know that at least, you didn’t lose your bad faith. » a stern voice had been resonating from a distance.

-Minerva. »

-He survived and told no one, and now, he hides behind the canapes. »

-The food is pretty good. »

-Move along. You’re expected. »

Severus patted Suneko on the back, and followed his former collegue. In the distance, he could hear the conversation resume :

-Quidditch is not this boy club they want to make you think it is, you know. » Ginny Weasley was saying.

-She’s not bad. I’m pretty sure she could give you flying lessons. » Potter was trying to have the last word. 

-You mean she s better than you? »

-I like her. »

As Severus was dragged along, the conversation was drowned by the background noises of the party.

Ages later, Severus managed to escape the ambush of his former collegues. His head was throbbing. They had pressed him about the last few years, of course. They had wondered whether or not he would ever come back to Hogwarts. He wouldn’t even have to teach potions. Finding a decent Defense Against the Dark Arts professor had been quite difficult, lately. Not many people had the right qualifications. Severus was quite done with living in a boarding school. He did like children much better with his own private space, and at a reasonable distance. Never in a thousand years… He had thought without saying. Instead, he had mentioned his current job, and his project to work independently as a shop keeper and as a consultant.

His former collegues also had asked him questions about the new heir of Slytherin. Suneko was obviously making everyone curious. They had all been impressed when he had told them that she was really a maledictus. Only Hagrid had been disappointed when Severus had said he had actually never seen her turn.

Horace had asked quite a lot of questions about her character and their ambitions. He was going to talk to her soon enough, and she would doubtless have her seat in the club. The good news was that Horace had connections. The ministry would probably allow them to acquire Spinners End soon. They would meet the best Defense Against the Dark Arts and healing masters to hone their skills.

« They’re not easy people to deal with. » Horace had warned.

-They will not spare you. » Severus had schrugged.

-She’s as stubborn as she’s ambitious. And you know I’ve met worse. »

Their project was getting concrete. Severus would have been excited, if he hadn’t still been skeptical about it. If life had taught him anything, it was that nothing was certain.

Severus looked around the common room. The crowd was getting quite dense… They had cast a music spell. Draco was not difficult to find. He was surrounded by quite a number of courtiers. Persuasion had been a Malfoy ability for generations. Right now, he looked like his father in the old days. Severus pondered about how easy it was to make friends, and lose them, and find them back, as soon as a the wind turned. Suneko was nowhere to be seen. Severus was wondering where she was, when Draco caught his eye, smiled, and waved in some direction. Severus’s gaze followed, and found her dancing in a corner of the room, with George Weasley. His heart sank a little, and he felt a little ridiculous. Likely digestion, anyway, he reasoned himself.

She shoved her way back towards him, all flushed, and giggling. George Weasley followed :

« Hi there, Severus. Your friend is a terrible dancer. » 

-No, I’m not ! »

-You kept stomping on my feet. »

-That’s because your feet were in the way. » 

-The point is to avoid them, though. »

-I’m not scared of feet . »

-That’s why you attack them. »

-None sense! I have killer dancing skills! » 

-Do you mean : feet killing? »

There was a muffled sound and a foul smell. Someone nearby had just thrown a dungbomb at her. 

-WEASLEY! » Suneko yelled.

Fred Weasley looked immensely proud of himself. And somehow, the world seemed to be back on its feet.

That’s when Severus realized her eyes were starting to have a purple glint. She must be tired. He thought. I’m not the only one who doesn’t like crowds, much. She needed some space. He had to take her away.

« Come along. » he said, gently taking her by the shoulder.

-You don’t know Hogwarts, do you? Let me give you a tour of the place. »

Instead, he just apparated them near the lake.

« That was a short tour. » she noticed.

« Why did you bring me here? « 

-Because you’re a fragile little woman, of course. You clearly needed space and quiet, away from the Weasleys. » she smiled.

-You mean : you. » And as a matter of facts, he had needed a little break from the crowd too.

-Do you want to go back? »

-I don’t mind being here. »

-I thought you wouldn’t. »

He materialized a table cloth that he lay on the grass for them to sit on. The night air was sweet for the season. The moonlight was dancing on the ripples of the lake, far into the distance. He cast a few bluebell flames for a little extra light which he placed around, right above them, as they were sitting. It was strange, sitting here in silence under the gentle breeze. It was different from home, where they were always so busy, book reading, notes taking, potion making. Severus realized that she probably knew him better than he did her, and that was a little disturbing.

« You’re worried. » he just mumbled to the water.

-You’ve been worried since the day I met you. I can’t know for certain. You’re so secretive. But I think… You didn’t end up in England by chance. I think you’ve been running from something. That’s why you left Li. »

She just sighed, looking at the water.

« And I’m guessing… You hope they won’t find you. Whatever they are. Whatever it is. I wonder what you did. »

There was a heavy silence. Severus felt stupid for even tackling the subject.

« You don’t have to tell me. »

Without a word, Suneko made a vague gesture with her hand, and an image appeared. The woman pictured was an intriguing exotic beauty. Lean, a lost aloof expression on her fine features, almond eyes, sun kissed. She was wearing a very tight, leatherly dark blue dress with snake skin patterns. Severus wondered why Suneko had projected her, who she could be. Until he understood.

« Nagini. » Suneko nodded.

-Did you know she had been taken away from her home and used as an attraction in a circus? When she fell in love, the man who had gotten her pregnant abandoned her to follow some dark wizard. She ran to Li, and had to abandon her own daughter herself when she felt she would no longer be able to stay human. » Suneko waved her hand, and the picture disappeared. Another took her place. The next woman had similar features, with a slightly paler skin. Her eyes were a vibrant lilac. She was wearing a dark red dress, and her silky hair were adorned by golden pins. Her expression was grim.

-Your mother. »

-Her name was Hydra. She would have been called Barebones, the bloodline says, if my grand mother’s lover hadn’t been a coward. My progenitor made her lose her place as a high ranking courtesan, and of course, he left her when she got pregnant. She lead a miserable life, until I had to end her. » Suneko didn’t need to project the next picture.

-And you. » he could see her now, pale in the moonlight, the features, the cheekbones, the posture. A subtle aroma of jasmine was floating in the air, mixed with her natural scent.

-I had a few good years, after my father took me in. But then, some day, when i was plucking some plants for the shop, I was abducted and sold to the palace. I worked there for a time as a servant. » she sighed.

-Until I caught someone’s eye. My least worst option was to run away, again. That’s what I did. Sometimes, you just have to be, for things to happen. »

-Did they hurt you? » Suneko shook her head.

-Forcing women is not his kind of game. He’s a powerful man. He likes to use his natural charm and his subtle legilimens skills to have his way with women. He can generally do anything he wants with them. »

-It didn’t work on you. »

-I was tempted, for a time. Wanted to believe he was sincere. Give him the benefit of the doubt. Until I investigated. »

-What did you find? »

-A man is what he does, not what he says. »

-You could have just said no, and stayed. »

-Powerful men don’t know the meaning of the word. They live for the chase. Anyway, he’s not the kind of man you want to upset. »

-He moved on to someone else now, I’m sure. You’re a free woman. » she laughed. A joyless, bitter laugh.

-Not in my world, no. There is no such thing as a free woman. I’m a Li citizen anyway, and technically, I belong to the palace. They’ll find me, some day. Probably. »

-What if you just stopped? »

-Being a woman? »

-Being a Li citizen? »

-How would I do this? »

-Your heritage already gave you an official recognition and a new name. You could change names, again. Become English. »

-How do you just become English? »

-I don’t know, marriage? » she let out an exasperated sigh.

-With which husband? »

-What a puzzle, isn’t it? There is litteraly no available man in you vicinity. What about me? »

-You would marry me. » Her skepticism was vexing.

-For your enormous fortune, of course. » He sighed.

-Forget it. »

-You mean : I would be free from Li, and you would be rich… » She mused.

-Listen : that was just a silly idea. I’m sure you could find a suitable betrothed any second, right there in the great hall, if you set your mind to it. Or you can dwell in your anxious misery, if you wish. Your choice. » She stayed quiet and thoughtful for a while. Then, she said in a husky voice :

-What if I wouldn’t… Or… Or couldn’t… »

-Oh, come on! » Severus had to cut her briskly.

-I thought about something purely administrative. I would cheat on you, of course. You could divorce soon after. You wouldn’t have to do anything. But if the idea disturbs you maybe, go out there, and find someone more suitable for you. And thank you, by the way. I feel so desirable. » Severus was flushed and tense, now. Vexing was way too soft a word for this Conversation. Why had he gotten into this? That’s what I get for letting my mouth work independently from my brain, he thought bitterly.

-My coffers would be yours, your land would be mine. » She had this annoying playful clever tone.

-The ruin and the vampires. All of it. » She gasped.

-You accepted it, didn’t you? Hope the price isn’t too high… We’ll have to visit. If the land is fertile, it might well be worth my hand. »

-Are you a healer, or a herbologist ? »

-You’d cheat on me. »

-Yes. »

-They’d survive. » The tone was dry.

-That’s good news. I wouldn’t have to change too often. » Had she just sounded jealous? That made Severus feel a little better.

-You would have to promise me not to spend all my heritage away, though. »

-With all the ladies I would have to impress? » She pinched him. That made him smile.

-Jerk… We’re really doing this, aren’t we? »

-Your apothecary is on the right track. You’ve already have business partners. Everyone knows about it. »

-And your shop. »

-Of course. »

-I mean : it’s going to work. It’s happening. »

-Hope so. Surely. » Severus knew he would put in the work, if she really financed him. Of his potential success he wasn’t quite as certain.

-It’s getting real, isn’t it? »

Severus clicked, and a dish full of Suneko’s favorite spicy noodle soup appeared out of thin air, and landed on the table cloth. She beamed :

« How did you know I was hungry? »

-You’re always hungry. » She leaned towards him close in such a way that he thought the noodles would go to waste, and teased :

-I wouldn’t mind a new citizenship. » He blinked.

-Did you just boop me? »

The last death eaters

They were having a quiet breakfast, when someone knocked at the door. Severus put down his fork, and reached for his wand. He opened the door from his place, and answered :

« You may come in. It’s open. » while dicreetly keeping his wand in hand. He had no idea who wanted to bother them this early in the morning.

The door was pushed. A familiar shape went through the entrance.

« Draco. » The boy was a man, now. It seemed to have been ages.

-Uncle Severus. How have you been? »

-He’s been fine. » answered Suneko with her morning voice.

-He’s been in a coma for two years, you know, after having been bitten by my grand-mother. Then, he’s been through one year of rehabilitation. And he’s back on his feet, thank you very much. » Draco Malfoy’s jaw dropped. Severus coughed :

-Draco, I give you Aethelind Gaunt, whom you may also call Suneko… »

-The name I’ve been raised with. You had guessed he wasn’t dead. You took your time paying him a visit. » she remarked throwing a sharp look at Draco.

-He was worried about you, Severus. No, they’re not mad at you for betraying my uncle. His mother and him understand. His father’s just… Confused. And, hum… Draco Malfoy, is it? Yes, he really was your friend, all along. He was just mad at my uncle. And… »

-Are you done reading people’s minds, Suneko?! » Severus growled, while shielding.

-I haven’t had my morning coffee, yet. Can’t help it. » Draco was very red. Severus pointed at her with a very annoyed gesture of his hand, and explained :

-Every day. » She looked at her watch, took one last gigantic bite at a sausage :

-I have to get ready, or I’ll be late. » before whooshing to the bathroom. Severus looked at a bewildered Draco :

-She is less intrusive when she’s had her coffee. I promise you. Do sit. »

Severus had re tranfigured the pouffes back into sofas for practical reasons. With those and the little table, the living room looked practically normal. Draco sat down, and took the coffee he was served gingerly.

-Oh, Merlin. That was pretty annoying. »

-What is left to say, right? Haven’t we already been told everything. »

-I’m glad to see you’re well. So, you’re really living with the Niece. » Severus sipped his coffee.

-She seems to enjoy not having to pay a rent. »

-How is she like? »

-As you’ve seen. Strange. Well meaning. » Draco gulped.

-They say she’s like… »

-She’s a maledictus, like her grand mother, yes. But I’ve never seen her turn. That means she has her curse under control. We intend to go around the world for her apprenticeship. We’ll find a way to keep it that way, I hope. »

-Do you care about life? At all? »

-Enough to be glad she saved mine. »

-HE LOOKS UP TO YOU, SEVERUS! » screamed a voice from the bathroom. They both laughed.

-YOU’LL BE LATE! » answered Severus.

-TAKE YOUR COFFEE TO GO, AND SHOO! » He shook his head :

-Unbelievable. »

A few minutes later, she was back from the bathroom, with her usual two buns and two braids hairstyle, and a bag on her shoulders.

« See you tonight. Warn me if you’re going to be late. And eat properly, today. »

And she apparated away.

« I understand why you didn’t give any news. » commented a smug looking Draco.

-You were busy. »

-Obviously, draco. Rich young ladies do tend to be irresistibly attracted by middle class men twice their age. We’re just friends, of course. Don’t get any ideas »

-A very concerned friend indeed… »

-You mean : very bossy. »

-Hum… I’ve heard you had quite a number of lady friends, back in the day. » Draco smiled while grabing a scone.

-It wouldn’t be illogical. Still would make more sense of your betraying the Dark Lord than the reason the rumors say… I heard you betrayed us in the name of some mudblood. » Severus sighed. So, they were going to have that conversation. Weren’t they?

-Well, Draco… You did meet the Dark Lord, after all. Was he not everyone’s best friend? He surely showed us all the recognition and esteem that we deserved for our faithfulness? He had the most respectable families in England swear him fealty. He had promised them greatness. He did deliver, now, surely? And it’s not like most of your uncles and aunts had to die in his name? Did they? And it’s not like some of you had to lose their impeccable reputation? And it’s not like he would have destroyed all of those fine people solely for his own personal gain? Would he? » He exhaled again, and regained his composure. He’d been all heated up, inside. Tense :

-I really lost faith in the Dark Lord when your uncle Regulus died. How could anyone still believe in him after his death, I will never know. Did you notice? None of the wars the Dark Lord ever launched us into has served any cause. I think he just enjoyed seing all of your great families lose all prestige in his name. I reckon he needed to punish you for being purer than himself. Spending time with the likes of Greyback? Ending up in Askhaban? Draco, we were all held hostage. You pure bloods were just too proud to acknowledge that. The last straw was when he threatened to kill my childhood friend. I’ve hated every second I’ve worked as a spy. But there was no other way out of the Dark Lord’s grip. Not that that cold blooded hypocrite Dumbledore gave me, or anyone anything in return either, for the record. » A deep silence fell on the room. Draco was looking down, all confused.

-Your… Childhood friend. The mudblood? »

-Herself. »

-But my parents were… »

-Yes, yes. Your parents were my friends too, of course. They were very helpful, back in the common room. They did show me around, and they did give me advice about how to deal with my bullies. You can have several friends, you know. You do get to choose. I lost that one when I joined, of course. »

Your parents told me to stand up for myself. Severus thought quietly. Which i did. Lily Evans stood up for me. Of course, it did have a price : i was expected to hide behind her skirts, like the poor little victim i was supposed to be. Poor little sulking Severus, with his sad story. This way, she got to be my savior. How charitable… It wasn’t what I wanted to be for myself. For her. I wish she’d fought with me, not for me. But either way, she’s the only one who ever drew out her wand on my behalf, against those four little shits. So, i had to fight in her name, too. She deserved it.

« So, she wasn’t your friend when you joined Dumbledore. Did you join because Potter… »

-Oh, come on, now! Don’t talk to me about Potter! Everyone in their right mind hates him! » Severus interrupted. Draco had to work on his insecurities. Anyway, it was complicated. The boy was frowning, trying to make sense of the whole story.

-You thought the Dark Lord was going to come for you, next. »

-That was my point, earlier. He did end up coming for everybody. » Severus felt like changing subjects.

-Since we’re mentionning death threats and other unpleasantries, how are our former friends? Has anyone talked about murdering me, lately? »

-I’m not sure about everyone, but father helped arrest quite a number of them, after the battle of Hogwarts. That’s why we have been pardonned. Aunt Bella and Scabior were killed. Vincent… Was burned. » Draco had to stop talking. He winced.

-I’m sorry. »

-His father is in Askhaban. So is Gregory’s. I… I don’t speak with Gregory, anymore. » Draco sniffed.

-What happened? »

-After the battle, well… Pansy and him, they… »

-Merlin, she’s stupider than I thought. »

-You don’t say. Anyway. The Carrows had managed to escape, but they were found. Uncle Rodolphus and uncle Rabastan… Well everyone is either dead or in Askhaban, except… Antony Dolohov is elusive. He didn’t even come back to us once. I think he’d understood father would betray our former companions early on. Augustus Rookwood was pretty enraged the last time we saw him. He threatened to kill us for what we did. He decided to come for you, first. We weren’t sure you were alive, then. That was almost right after the battle of Hogwarts. He’d disappeared for a time, and then, he was found dead, about a year and a half ago. We immediately thought about you, of course. Who else? Gave us hope. Apart from Dolohov, Greyback is the only one on the loose, that we know of. » Amazing what you can do when you’re in a comatose state, thought Severus. Rookwood dead… He feared there was another explanation. Just a hunch.

-What was Rookwood’s cause of death, again? » Draco frowned.

-Poison. » Now, Severus was certain.

-Any traces of teeth on the body? » he asked, trying to keep his voice steady.

-No. The body looked remarkably intact, I heard. Apart from its dead quality. » Severus exhaled. She hadn’t been eating human flesh. There was still a chance to help. He was grateful for that much, at least. Draco gasped :

-You wouldn’t think… »

-It’s not too bad. »

-No one was eaten. »

-You really want to save her… »

-How would you feel about a new Nagini? »

-You’re living with the potential new Nagini. »

-Or perhaps, I’m living with a friend who happens to own seven coffers at Gringotts. »

-Cursed coffers. »

-Working on it. »

-You’re a madman, uncle Severus. You’ll need professor Slughorn to get the help you want to seek. Has he invited you to the Club, yet? »

-No news. »

-He will. » Draco got up, and patted Severus on the shoulder, before heading for the door. He turned back to him before going through the threshold.

-You send him our regards, for me. »


There weren’t many magical places around London where a former death eater might be hiding. Thankfully, not many of his former friends were left to threaten him. But whoever was still on the lose would have to be dealt with. And soon. Of the two specimen of human waste there was left on his heels, only one person had had the means and will to keep poisonning the Longbottoms for decades. Dolohov, of course. He would be the first Suneko would want to chase. And Severus knew he had to find him before her, for safety’s sake. It was time to take a stroll down Knockturn Alley.

The streets were narrower than Diagon’s. The familiar smell of gutter and sulfer was lingering. The buildings needed a facelift. The cracked pavement was sprinkled with muddy puddles and littered with broken vials of obscure potions. The place rieked of dark magic. The dirty kind. The inelegant kind. The kind that no Malfoy and no Black should have had to deal with. Severus put his hand in his pockets, and reached for his wand. Around this turning point, he knew, an unsavory crowd was lurking. The night was falling. Black hooded figures would soon be completing a whole set of illegal transactions, hidden in the corners. Predators, that could smell a stranger a mile away. But he was no stranger, was he? They knew who he was. Dolohov would be warned soon enough. He had to stay alert. Things would get out of hand. Quickly.

« Severus Snape. Welcome back. My friend. » sussurated a disagreeably familiar velvety voice. Deep, dark eyes, high cheekbones. He had hardly lost any of his beauty. That made him even more irritating.

-I’m sure you missed me. »

-Obviously, I did. Of all the sociopaths I was forced to spend time with, you’ve always been my favorite. » Dolohov chuckled.

-A charmer. You’ve always been. Pleasant surprise, I must say. I thought you were dead. »

-Many did. »

-Hadn’t you been bitten by Nagini? » Severus showed his neck :

-Hardly a kiss. »

-Hum. That’s a pretty scar, you’ve got there. Too bad she didn’t finish the work. »

-Ladies are my weakness. »

-Aren’t they? I did hear the rumors. You came back for more, I see. Need a little help dying? »

-Your fangs aren’t big enough, for me. » Dolohov drew out his wand, and grinned :

-I do hope it’s a challenge. I like it, when people defy me. »

It was a narrow and dark street. Not ideal for fighting. The ill famed crowd had deserted the door frames, and had gathered at the windows, instead, for a safe view of the show. Severus could hear faint laughter and cheers. Some of them were probably betting. The odds did not seem to be in Severus’s favour, for now. Dolohov’s attacks were relentless and agressive. Light was flashing, doors were bursting, and Severus had to move backwards for an efficient counter offensive. That was enough. Severus was not going to let Dolohov corner him on his territory.

« What did those walls ever do to you? » he asked, dodging yet another blow. Let’s see how he handles me on the roofs, he thought before levitating.

A few of the roof tiles gave way and slipped down, as he landed. He listened to them falling on to the messy pavement. Comfortable was not exactly the word to describe the situation. But it would do. For now.

« What are you running from, now, loverboy? I thought my fangs weren’t big enough. »

-If I killed you, right now, where would be the fun? »

-You’re like you were with the ladies, aren’t you? All words, and no action. » Severus dodged yet another killing curse, and reciprocated.

-Missed. Just like I said. Quick enough, i guess, but bound to be a disappointment. »

-The ladies never complained. What are you mentionning my love life for? Are you interested? » Dolohov lashed out at him again. Severus jumped from tile to tile. The man was fast. And strong. But mad. Playing the long game was not his forte. At some point, he would tire. That’s when it would be time to strike.

A cold wind was blowing underneath the waning moon. Severus had just reached a platform. He was more steady, now. He didn’t risk to get cornered, nor did he risk to slip and fall down.

Perfect, thought Severus. Well, my friend. This is where you die.

He stood, wary, and focused on the power assembling into his palms. There was a tingling sensation down his fingertips. He had never felt this ready to kill someone.

« I never understood what the Dark Lord was seeing in you, half blood. You were unworthy of his attention. »

-And yet, he trusted me more then you. Funny old world. Jealous? »

-Jealous of what? Of your obsession about some uninterested mudblood? How did it feel like, hiding under Albus Dumbledore’s robes? In her name? And never getting her, anyway? »

-Like being on the winning side, my friend. »

-Look at you : what a mouth you have. Yet, all you do is run. Well, try running, now. »

A long series of whooshing sounds joined the chorus of the wind. And suddenly, a dozen black hooded figures were standing all around.

Shit. Severus wanted to be desesperate. He wanted to be angry. He wanted to be terrified. The reptilian part of his brain wanted to take over, but not now. He needed all his wits about him, all his magic, if he wanted to survive. Because he knew for a fact that he was not going die. He felt the power in his stomach, like a wave, a tide that was rising, rising, rising. Of course, Dolohov was not going to play fair, now. Was he?

« You see, halfblood, I’m not the only one you annoyed over the last few years. » sussurated Dolohov with a content little expression.

-The death of the Dark Lord has been… Slowing down business, here, in Knockturn alley. I’m not sure it was wise, ratting out on your friends to old Dumbledore. »

-What friends do you mean? Were we friends? Your current companions seem to suit you well. Seems to me Knockturn alley is the rightful place for you. Though, of course, Askhaban would be even better. Again, I mean. »

Dolohov’s lazy little smile started to dwindle. Purple light reached the tip his wand, as the hooded figures started to advance towards Severus.

« Do you know, your mudblood won’t be waiting for you in the after life? You won’t be loved. Ever. And you’ll be gone. For good, this time. » There was a general snigger from the menacing shapes closing in.

Severus’s power felt dense, solid, tight like lungs needing to exhale. He had no precise spell in mind, so he just focused on the sensation. This was different. Normally, he would have been overthinking, feeling sorry for himself. He would have tried to contain the inner monologue and the panic rising. Contain. Enclose. Hold. Not this time. His usual mechanisms seemed to have shut down. His magic was going to do its own thing. What do I have to lose? he thought. In my position, I might as well decide to trust it. So, he closed his eyes, and breathed in.

That’s when he heard it. The music. Or rather, surely, he knew for a fact that it was playing in his mind. It could not possibly have been otherwise. Firstly, because the air wasn’t vibrating madly all around. And secondly, because that was muggle music. Electricity with a voice. He hadn’t heard it in a while. Living with Suneko had meant having no magic free space. Having no magic free space had meant no possibility to use his old muggle device. But the rumbling felt real enough. The metalic scritches. And the growls. When he’d been alone at Spinner’s end, when he’s played his music, the tension had just mellowed. It had been home, made sound. His mind had cleared. Just like it was clearing now.

No one has cursed me, yet, he noticed with a sort of curious detachment. Strange.

He raised his head, and nodded : Oh, that’s the explanation.

The world had next to frozen. Not quite the world, but those people, out there, around him, on this roof. Dolohov, the black hooded figures, and the light of the curses spilling out their wands, too. Pretty much everything in his vicinity was aggressively trying to reach him… In slow motion.

At this pace, the fight was easy. If one could call it a fight. He hummed and nodded rythmically, as he lazily deflected the curses glued to the frozen air with the tip of his wand.

My turn, now. The curse to launch was obvious. Simple. Efficient. And popular, a life time ago. You couldn’t go wrong with classics, after all.

Sectum sempra

The red light flared at normal speed, and hit the hooded figures, one by one. None of them fell, yet. But they would, Severus knew. Any time.

And the weight of true seconds came crushing down, brutal like a bubble burst. Silence hitting. Men falling. Blood spreading. Gut spilling. What an ugly sight to behold. Severus’s emotions came rushing back, too. Heart thumping, hands sweating. Shock. Horror. Disgust. And relief. Almost. He was still standing. It would soon be over. There was only one enemy left to strike : Dolohov…

But he had disapeared.

Shit. WHERE was he?

Dolohov was still here, obviously. He had probably used some invisibility spell as soon as his collegues had fallen. And now, he was going try and hit him by surprise. Which might well be effective. Severus looked wildly around, wary of any spell that could come his way. His nerves were stretched thin. He wasn’t sure whether his magic would ever be able to do whatever it had done a few seconds ago. He wasn’t sure how he had done it. It had just happened. And what use could it have been anyway? By now, the one person he really needed out of his way had vanished from his vision. Vexing, really. And dangerous.

That’s when he heard a scream, followed by a horrible gurgling sound. He turned around, and recoiled at the sight of this unsavory madman, agonizing in a puddle of gore. Next to him, knelt the vampire. Dobri.

« You look awful. Were you stalking me? »

-Vhe vhould razher you stayed alive, mister Snape. You’re zher only healzy heir vhe found, for now. And our master just died. »

-You just had blood. How come you look starved? » Severus wondered aloud.

-Some people’s blood is like food, to us. Ozher people’s blood is more like alcohol. In zher present case, bad vhine. » he spat disdainfully, looking at the gruesome corpse. Severus sighed, and drew a vial from his pocket.

-I suppose I owe you one, now. »

Then, he pricked his index with a little knife, held it above the vial, and watched, as blood spilled into it. The vampire looked at him, with eager eyes. Severus avoided his gaze. He didn’t like it. The hypnotized fascination of the vampire really made him feel like prey. He was prey, somehow. He just had decided to comply. For now.

The vampire drew a dozen of other vials from his pockets, and held them to Severus with a trembling hand :

« Zhis vhould be for my friends. If you vhould be so kind. »

-There’s twelve of you, then, is there. »

-Thirteen of us. At zher domain. »

-Fine. » Severus took the vials.

By the time Severus was done filling them, the vampire wasn’t trembling, anymore. And he looked more… Alive. Olive skin, high cheekbones, hazel eyes, he actually looked way better. Miraculously rejuvenated. It was impressive to behold. Severus wondered how his blood could possibly have such an effect. The vampire made a scroll appear out of thin air, and projected a drop of Severus’s blood on it :

« It vhould appear you just signed our contract, master. » it bowed with a wicked smile.

-I’m so very pleased to see you had a change of hearts. My friends vhill be thrilled. »

-I didn’t sign anything. » Severus was so annoyed. He had somehow been tricked.

-Your contract says ozhervhise. Plus, you vhillingly paid us an advance. Vhe vhill collect payment every new moon. » The vampire threw him a map.

-You may visit anytime. Vhe vhill give you zher keys vhen zher first payment is complete. »

-You tricked me. » the vampire shook his head.

-I’m just lucky you vhere attacked. And of decent character. »

-I should have left you to rot. »

-Too late, master. »

-Why the title anyway? I’m nobody’s master, am I? »

-People’s egos tend to like titles. »

-Mine rather you didn’t call me that. » The vampire named Dobri patted him on the back.

-Vhell, boy, zher good news is : vhe’re yours. Zher bad news is : you’re ours. »

And disappeared into the night.

Severus sniffed, looking at the bodies laying at his feet. Dolohov’s, in particular. He would dream about those dead for a long time too, he knew. There was only one good news. He was still standing, and Suneko hadn’t eaten anyone.

One down.


Almost killed again, and still breathing. Severus arrived home, and pushed the door. He was welcomed by a very grumpy Suneko :

« You’re late. And no warning. How rude. It’s becoming a habit. » She sniffed.

-And you reek of blood. Dolohov’s. Is it? » Severus didn’t have to say anything. She’d guessed it.

-You didn’t want me to take care of it. » And eat human flesh? No, he didn’t.

-You know, he’s the one who had paid Blazen to poison my patients. » She was seething.

-He’s dead, now. »

-How many death eaters is there left on your heels? That boy, Malfoy something, he told you, the other day, didn’t he? »

-Only one. »

-Who is it? »

-The werewolf. »

-Good. » She crossed her arms, and doned a tough little pout.

-No need for you to do anything. I don’t even intend to kill him myself. »

-What do you intend to do, then? »

-As you know, his personal little excitement was turning children. He’s the vicious kind. I’m not sure he ended up having only friends, at all. And children grow up. So, if I could just find his enemies, and lead them on his trail… »

-At full moon, I suppose. »

-You guessed it. »

-So, wolfbane. We’ll have to start gathering ingredients, and brewing as soon as possible. How many did he turn? »

Severus didn’t know if it was due to the euphoria after a brush with death, or if he had forbidden himself to even see it before, but she was quite lovely, tonight, all pouty, and doll like, and terrible in the evening light. A ridiculous lightness built up inside his chest. He didn’t even think for a second, before he leaned in, and kissed her forehead. She stood there, gawping in shock, flushed, and embarrassed. Then, she brushed a strand of his hair to the side, and she dismissed him with a frantic wave of her hand, grumbling :

« We make plans first thing tomorrow, then. You stink. Go wash. »


Fenrir Greyback would die. It would be so easy to get him out of his lair. Severus would just need to show himself as bait. The old devil had grown confident. And restless. It was funny, how people like him tended to think they were immortal. And how they really thought their actions could never have consequences.

The difficult part, of course, would be finding his offspring. There were so many. Most of them were terrified, and hiding. Some of them, were rageful enough to kill. Greyback had managed to gather a few of these, in a cult like little wolf gang. He’d trained them to track muggle children for his perverted little pleasure. The rest of the tough ones had been bidding their time, and surviving dicreetly in small packs : being a werewolf was not exactly making your life easy. They had two choices : either to hide their condition to work in a legal environment, or to choose crime, for a living. The angry ones chose crime, in general. Ending up being rejected all the time was just too humiliating.

Severus and Suneko had found an unexpected ally in their quest for Greyback’s ennemies. The old devil had bitten miss Lavender Brown, during the battle of Hogwarts. Big mistake. Who would have thought she would survive it? She’d proven stronger than she’d looked. And she was eager to help. She’d brought them the leader of the biggest clan she knew.

« So, that’s Snape. » said the broad, grubby looking boy, raising his eye brow skeptically and ostensibly ignoring Severus while talking to miss Brown.

-Good to know I’m in the room. »

-He wants us to unite the clans. » said Lavender Brown.

-Get rid of Greyback. I think he’s right. »

-You’re the spy, aren’t you? Doesn’t the old man want your head? »

-Yes, I am. And no, You’re right. He’s not exactly a friend. »

-You’re not a friend of ours, either. Why would we stick our necks out for you? »

-Because he keeps biting kids. » answered Lavender, trampling with impatience.

-Under the radar, of course. He brought his clan to muggle land to avoid being chased by the ministry. »

-You sure about this? »

-Yes, I am. The girls and I have taken some of the new pups under our wing. He bites more and more people everyday. Very few survive it. » The boy’s grim face hardened.

-The sick fuck. »

-We have to stop him. We rip his throat apart, and submit his clan. »

-His people are nut jobs. »

-They see him as a god. They’ll kneel when he’s down. »

-And what’s your plan, big girl? We corner them at full moon, is it? »

-Why not? » the boy laughed bitterly.

-Because you know what you’re doing, on full moons, stupid? We wake up the next day, we don’t even know who we killed. »

-That’s where I come in. » Severus answered. The boy turned to him, angrily.

-What? You’ll un-wolf us? »

-He’s a potion master. » said Suneko, who hadn’t uttered a word.

-And I’m a healer. That’s exactly what we can do, yes. »

-We can’t do anything about the turning. But we can make it so you keep your head. If you trust us. You need to make up your mind quickly, though. We have a potion to brew. We’ll need to know how many people we’ll be brewing for. »

-Does it really work? How can I be sure? »

-If you need a testimony, you’ll have to ask mister Remus Lupin. I brewed for him at Hogwarts. He worked there as a Defense Against the Dark Arts professor for a whole year, a boarding school, without getting caught or harming children. » the boy whistled.

-What happened to him, next? » Severus schrugged.

-The day he forgot to take his bane, I forgot I had to keep quiet about his condition. »

-Just like that? »

-Just like that. » the boy growled.

-Why should we trust you, then? » Suneko sipped her tea, and looked at the boy, straight in the eye:

-Because we need each other. We need you to get rid of Greyback, for our safety. And you need us, because we could make your life a whole lot easier. »

-You’d brew wolf bane regularly? »

-We could. »

-How do I know this one wouldn’t tell us off? »

-How do I know this one won’t be attacking children? » Severus answered showing the boy. The boy growled a little lower. Lavender Brown rested a calming hand on his shoulder.

-We could create a place for them to turn. » Suneko suggested.

-They would be given the bane, and it would all be organized for their turning. Floor levels, easy to open entries, perhaps a garden or a forest to run, and available water and meat. It would be isolated. It would give them space. It would be safe. »

– All this for one kill? Fancy stuff. There’s a number of people who would suck your dick just for the potion, man. » Smirked the boy with a skeptical face, looking at Severus. Suneko crossed her arms, and frowned. She did not seem amused.

-I figured your lady wouldn’t like the idea. »

-You’re just not my type, boy, but who am I to forbid someone to dream? » the boy chuckled.

-She’s an apothecary, not a charity fund. Fancy service, fancy price. You’re cute, and all, but you would have to pay. she’s certainly not going to lose all her fortune for you, lads. »

-The place isn’t found, yet. And for now, it’s just an idea. But we’re working on the potion. The first batch would be for free, of course, since we need your protection. » The boy thought about it for a while. Then frowned :

-Why doesn’t the Snake Girl do the kill? She could take Greyback on. Easy. »

-Wouldn’t we all want to see her eat human flesh? » Severus mumbled.

-Having him might kill me as a human. » Suneko explained quietly. Lavender Brown looked down. The boy nodded.

-Oh. »

-Losing your human self. That’s the scariest part. Always. Isn’t it? »

-You can’t say no, Kel. We have to do it. » Lavender Brown pleaded.

-We won’t set the little ones against the old man. They’ll still need their free bane. Everyone gets their due, in my clan. Get it? »

-Obviously. »

-You’d better get to work, then. The rumor will spread. Quickly. » The boy bowed to them mockingly :

-Teacher. Princess. » and vanished.

Lavender Brown gave them a thumbs up, before following.

« I’m not a princess. » said Suneko, still pouting.

-He’s never heard you snore. Honest mistake. »

He didn’t have time to see the pillow fly straight to his face.


The alpha was lurking and watching, somewhere on a hidden corner of tower bridge. It was getting late, the good moon was coming, and unsuspecting muggle tourists were walking in little groups along the fresh grass, facing the water. One of them would lag behind, he knew. There was always one.

Huh. Muggles. They basically died, of course. Almost all of them. How frustrating. The chase had never been about getting weaklings under your teeth. It had been about finding potential. Strength. Talent. It had been about creating and leading the best pack. Many of them kids had turned out to be a disappointment. Most of the survivors had not been strong enough to follow his lead. But those muggles, they were useless. They just died on you. What a waste of flesh. How boring. And the taste wasn’t the same.

Still, a wolf had to hunt. Even his pups were looking for fresh meat.

Suddenly, the alpha straightened up. A familiar smell had reached his nostrils. He could hardly believe his senses. or his luck. That was a valuable prey. Finally. Some excitement, after these years on the hide. The traitor. That one would struggle. He must have been a fighter to survive until now. Keep, or kill? Friend or foe, he could be turned into someone a little interesting. Or he could just make a good trophy. Decisions, right?

The tourists were starting to be scarce, and the good moon was rising. The alpha scuttled off from under the bridge, and hid behind a tree. The traitor was literally alone on the road in the twilight. Someone was begging to have problems. Begging to be bitten.

I wish I’d met him when he was young, thought the alpha. I could have made something out of him, back then. But you couldn’t forgive disloyalty. Rotten was rotten. Come to think about it, a traitor did not deserve the Gift.

The alpha started to make his move. He walked stealthily and silently on the concrete path between the two patches of grass. He would leap, he knew, and take the traitor by surprise. He would have just enough time to enjoy the shock, the horror, the struggle. And then, the good moon would rise…

He was just about to strike, when the traitor stopped. And turned. And whistled.

Sounds of shapes apparating, shapes landing on the concrete floor, shapes scuttling from under the bridge invaded his ears. His nostrils quivered. Smells, of course. His sense of smell was getting sensitive. He knew that smell. There was a hint of human. A hint of wolf. Male and female. Fear, and bloodlust, and rage. All around. There were hundreds of them. His children.

The alpha recognized their determination, and noticed he was outnumbered. Then, he smelled some of the blood of the most faithful of his pups, and realized he was alone. And that human. He was looking at him from the first raw of the circle. Looking impassive. The alpha did not allow himself to be nervous. An alpha never was. That’s how you recognized the real ones. He had to show them they were his. He had made them. He could turn them around.

« My boys… » he said with a smile.

-So you’re finally done running away, and you grow balls to follow the lead of this… Human? What did he promise you, exactly? Respectability? Acceptance? And you believe a pathetic weakling who betrayed his own leader, do you? You’re wolf, children. You’ve got the Gift. They will never accept you. You have no place left to go. You have only me. »

There was a fleeting moment of silence. Doubt, the alpha hoped. They were doubting. They were coming back to their senses, and joining his ranks.

« How has life been, away from me? Hiding your true nature, and getting rejected anyway? Or crawling in the city’s underground and living off scraps, like cockroaches? I gave you strength. A power they could not imagine. Me! You could do much better. Under my lead… »

-You really think we’re that stupid, don’t you? » said a little voice. Who was that young girl, already? He didn’t quite recall her. He probably had bitten her alright, but he couldn’t quite remember…

-Who are you, again? »

-My name’s Lavender Brown. You bit me at the battle of Hogwarts. So we’re losing our memory, are we, now, grandpa Grey-Grey? » to his shock and horror, the alpha heard a couple of sniggers from the crowd, at the sound of the stupid surname.

-I’ll show you if I’m a grandpa! » the alpha snarled.

-I mean : she’s got a point. You’re old enough, Grey-Grey. » said a clever lad just to rub it in.

-What are you doing out there, this late, Grey-Grey? » added someone else.

-You want to lead us, do you even know where? »

The lads were clearly laughing, now. His authority was being undermined. The alpha would have to kill someone. To set an example. He really had not expected to be challenged by some blonde little bitch. Brave girl, doubtless. The others would be sobered up by her death. He growled low, and the sniggers reduced, to his satisfaction.

« The good moon is rising, little girl. » the alpha said, showing his teeth.

-Do you want to know who’s wolf is bigger? »

-I don’t know about big. » the girl replied taking a little vial out of her pocket.

-But my wolf will be clever. »

She drank from the vial. The alpha’s heart stopped when he witnessed the young wolves all around him take their own vials out, and drink the potion. It could only mean one thing.

« What’s wrong, grandpa? » said one of the boys.

-You smell of fear. »

Unexpected visitors

Severus Snape was finally back home. It was awfully late, or rather, it was starting to be early. He was exhausted.

« You look awful. » said a quiet, raspy voice. Severus was startled. After half a second of blank, he just answered :

-Oh, thank you for your insight. It’s the perfect conclusion to this long day I’ve just had. »

-Long day AND night. It’s two in the morning, Severus. What took you so long? »

-Oh, right. You mean : the safe inspection of your deadly coffers at Gringotts was supposed to take, what? Five minutes? I’m not through a fourth of the first one, so expect it to take ages. When to think about how parsimonious your uncle was… Like he was collecting coins for the shiny quality. You’re welcome, by the way. It’s ridiculous, being this rich. Oh, that, and I was pursued by vampires. »

-They scared you. I’ll kill them. »

-Vampires are dead, already. That’s why they’re called ‘undead’. » Severus was actually generally preoccupied. He was back, out and about, and now the news would be spreading quickly. He wondered whom it would be spreading to. Was he safe? He wasn’t quite sure.

-Well, I’ll kill them. Again. » Severus smiled.

-Just their luck. Keep your fangs at rest, girl. They were irritating. Not hostile. »

-What did they want with you? » Severus sighed. He could already hear his friend’s enthousiasm.

-They came from a… Distant uncle who’s dying. They were looking for an heir. »

-Coffers? »

-No. Just some ruin, Merlin knows where. » The girl was quick. She gasped :

-Land? »

-Apparently. »

-That’s GREAT! »

-Of course, except they’re linked to the land, which would make me their new « master », which would mean I would have to feed them, regularly. » Suneko sobered up :

-Take the land, stab the vampires. Problem solved. »

-Magical contract. I’m not sure they’re that easy to deal with. »

-Hum. That is a drawback. »

-Isn’t it? »

-Would it have to be your blood? »

-Would you give yours? »

-I did share some of mine, when you were dying, a few years back. » Severus didn’t know what to say. She had never told him that.

-No idea of the quantity needed, and every month is a bit much. »

-We should still visit. »

-Perhaps. »

All the while during this conversation, Severus had been distracted : he couldn’t help but noticing a few decoration changes. In fact, he could hardly recognize his living room. Plants had been placed all around the bookshelves. The sofa had been replaced by crawling, twisted tree branches, and by a couple of pouffes casually displayed. There was a sort of mini stone grotto, in a corner. It was awfully warm. And there was, of course, the little detail of the dozen snakes, crawling around. Suneko noticed his gaze, and simply commented :

« I brought a few friends. Do you mind? »

-I mean : thank you for asking me now. »

-You were away. And I was bored, and worried sick, by the way. »

-Hence the snake party. Who doesn’t need a boa to tea? » Severus wasn’t fond of snakes (understandibly). But she was around, and he knew he was pretty safe. Still.

-Don’t just stay there standing. Sit. »

-Oh thank you for your hospitality in my own home. That’s so sweet. » He was glad he was home, though. Even with the swarming mess on the floor. So, he did.

Severus froze and looked down, as he felt one of her « friends » slowly curl around his leg.

« Pedro wants a better view. » Trays with snacks and drinks appeared on their knees.

-Now, he wants some of your duck. » she translated, while feeding a couple of her other « friends » by hand. Severus was starving, but he didn’t want to displease the heavy venomous mass of fangs and scales perching on his shoulder, so he decided a bit of his dinner was a worthy sacrifice. He heard a happy hiss;

-He likes you. He said : this is cosy. »

-‘Cosy’ must be the snake word for ‘chaos’. »

-Oh, shut up. »

At that point, Severus saw the whole scene from outside himself, and felt the uncanniness of it. The change of decoration out of the blue, the reversed hospitality behaviour, the carpet of snakes all over the floor, climbing up his legs « for a view ». The Dark Lord had turned his snake friend Nagini, into an extension of himself. She had turned the whole place up side down to make them feel at ease. She had never done that before, he mused. It’s almost like she was the one who were starting to feel comfortable with me. The idea made him feel fuzzy and warm, inside. On the other hand, his feelings were mixed. It didn’t exactly feel cosy to see all of these snakes crawling around his feet. He still had bad dreams about Nagini.

« Do you want to see something fun? » she said playfully.

-Why not? » what did she have in store exactly?

She let out the softest hiss he had ever heard, and a tiny whitish snake slid from her sleeve.

« This is Noodle. Most of my other friends are wild. They come and go. But this one is a clinger, so she’ll be likely to be hiding up my sleeve like a living bracelet everywhere I go. »

-I’ve never seen her. »

-Of course. She hides, mostly. »

-What type of snake is she? »

-A flat head. Pretty, isn’t she? »

-Irresistible. »

-Well… She is more than just a lovely face. She’s also an incredible actress. Do you want to see? »

-The suspense is killing me. »

She looked at the little reptile, and hissed what seemed to be instructions. The reptile in question was intently listening to her, in a fixed, attentive position. Pedro and the other snakes had finished their dinner, and were back on the floor. Some had found their way to the little grotto, and were ready to doze off. His tray was taken away, and hers was emptied of all of its content.

Suneko let Noodle slide on the now empty platter, and stretched out her hand. A paper knife lended in it.

Then, she cleared her throat, and recited emphathetically :

« Begone, foul children eating monster! For I am the great hero Harry Potter, come to save the world! I shall cut thy infamous head, and make a necklace out of your teeth! Fear me, evil beast! »

To which Noodle answered with furious hissing, and twisting, and fake biting. Suneko lifted a little finger, and a paper bird appeared out of nowhere, and brushed the little serpent’s head. Noodle was now obviously twisting in fake agonizing pain. Finally, Suneko brandished her paper knife vehemently to the ceiling :

« And now, die, secret horror of the deep! The world is safe, at last! I demand it! »

After which she touched her little friend with the paper knife lightly. Noodle let out a pathetic last hiss to express her fake suffering, and let herself fall on the tray in a dramatic dying scene.

« Impressive. » Severus had to admit.

He’d been chuckling all along. A wicked idea had just crossed his mind, actually :

« The children would like it. » he grinned

-What children? »

-Weasley’s of course. We could make an exceptionnal event or two at the shop. I’m sure they would appreciate the show. The bravest of them could even take part in it. Some would definately want to play Harry Potter with a real living snake. Gryffindors or future gryffindors, likely. »

-I’m not sure. That would be a lot of people. »

-Oh, come on. You work in a hospital. If she’s always with you, she must be used to people. »

Suneko was quiet, intently looking at him.

« What? » he snapped, feeling under scrutiny.

-Why do you insist? »

-I think it would be a good idea. For the kids. »

-Why do you even care about the kids? I thought you hated them. » She noticed with a witty smile.

-Will you stop it, now? »

-Never mind. It’s late. We should go to bed, anyway. Whatever you did with it. And, hum… Suneko? »

-Yes? » He hardly dared asking the question.

-Your… Eye colour was starting to change, when you were angry, back in Saint Mango’s. » About to choke that woman to death, he omitted to say.

-Oh, that? That’s nothing. »

-You were just turning, I guess. Nothing to worry about. » She sighed with an expression of sad resignation, and explained :

-I only risk to turn when I’m threatened. It’s not too bad if my eyes just turn purple, anyway. I’ve seen it on my mother. It’s just… If my eyes turn red… Run. »

-And sweet dreams to you too… » She hissed something under her breath, and shook her shoulders, looking down :

-He’s scared of me, like all the others. » His heart thumped. He lifted her chin :

-I want my Defense Against the Dark Arts shop. And I want you to settle your apothecary shop too. I want us to meet the best specialists to get proper aprenticeship, and earn ourselves quite a reputation. So yes, I want you to keep your snake under control, because you couldn’t heal anyone without hands. I’m sure we’ll find ways. And I’ll make do with… » he vaguely showed his new living room decoration.

-This mess. »


The morning light had been starting to seep through the window. Severus Snape hadn’t exactly been sleeping well. His conscience had turned on and off, in between bad dreams populated by Nagini, and other objects of his worries. Now, he was grateful for the day to come, and its various distractions. He was about to get up, when his face was attacked by a braid, coming from the ceiling. He screamed in surprise.

« What’s wrong? » said a worried, sleepy voice. He had to breathe in and out, before answering :

-Suneko, what… Are you doing… In my room, on the ceiling? » Up there, she had installed a bar, where she was casually hanging.

-You were screaming, last night. I came to make sure you were alright. It was just a nightmare, and I didn’t want to wake you up. So, I just decided to stretch, for a bit, and then be on my way… I must have fallen asleep. »

-Upside down. On the ceiling. »

-As you can see. Breakfast? »

The heritage

Severus Snape had just about reached Spinner’s end. It was night time. He was cold. He tried to light up a cigarette, but somebody had banished cigarettes from his life. Invisible house elves were involved in this shady business. So, the cigarette disappeared. She was so annoying. He thought about how convenient a cigarette might have been, after this long, stressful day between saint Mango’s and Gringrotts. Somebody had an unhealthy obsession about health, really.

As he was walking, a tight knot appeared in his stomach. He wasn’t sure why. The alley was empty. But for some reason, his instinct was telling him that he was not quite alone. And he didn’t exactly feel in the best company. He crossed the little river. The turpid waters were moving slowly, in the gentle breeze, and glistening in the moonlight. He rolled his eyes thinking about his young friend praising the charm of good old spinners end. An eerie kind of beauty, girl… Really. He went through the passage that led to the main lane, facing the old factory. The main tower stood there, as always, ominous in the deeper darkness. He turned his back on it, as his house was somewhere at the end of the alley. He was almost there. And yet, the knot in his stomach grew tighter, still. He put his hands in his pockets, and reached for his wand. Something was definately lurking. He would have to be quick. He could almost smell the danger.

He looked around. Turned. There was no breathing, no footsteps, no friction of fabric to be heard. Not one sound. And yet, a human shape was detaching itself from one of the shadows of the abandonned houses. It looks human, he thought. But it felt terribly wrong. Whatever that thing was, it was cursed. He let out his wand without a word. The second it seemed to make a motion, he stroke. The curse hit, and… Nothing happened. The shape then moved supernaturally fast in his direction. It looked male. Its face was hollow, its eyes red, and its greyish skin was clearly dotted with traces of decay. The corners of its discoloured lips rose in a twisted smile, that showed yellowish pointy canines. No. That couldn’t possibly be a vampire. Vampires were scarce. They were discreet, ever since they had almost been extinct, to the point where a Society for the Tolerance of Vampires had been created. Wild vampires were not supposed to exist. Not in here. Still, this being looked exactly like one. And not the kind of vampire meekly sucking on blood flavoured lollipops in Honeydukes under the protection of the STV. Severus Snape tried to strike again. Nothing.

« What are you? What do you want? » He was keeping his voice and demeanor steady, but the unease was growing, he had to admit.

-A bit of politeness, finally. » the thing said.

-You cannot curse me, I’m afraid. I am already dead. » He had a foreign accent. Eastern Europe, possibly.

-Anything can be cursed. Even zombies and inferni. So can you. I’d advise you to avoid getting closer. »

Severus didn’t have time to react, when it threw itself at him. In a split second, he was pushed on a wall, and teeth were about to sink into his neck, when he managed to throw a fire spell. This time, the rogue vampire squeeled as it burned. When he saw the fire extinguish itself way too quickly on the burning, rotten skin, Severus knew that it was time to run. And he did.

« RUDE! » roared the infuriated, half burned, undead, as it threw itself at him again.

Quite filled with his survival preoccupations, Severus Snape hardly realized that another silent human shape had just emerged from the darkness. The undead froze, in the middle of his attack, and frowned, as a feminine voice resonated.

« You have a familiar face. » That one looked like a blonde, woman in a white dress. It had the most disturbingly pale, ivory skin. Its hair were tighed in a bun. It stank like death itself. Its eyes were red, and ancient. Cold sweat was running down Severus’s spine. He hadn’t felt this uneasy in a while. The feeling came right from his guts. These things were dangerous.

-I don’t think we’ve already met. » Severus proceeded to burn the lane to repel the beasts. The flames grew high in front of him. The first undead hissed out of frustration and pain. Then its red eyes grew wide with recognition.

-I know you! »

-No vhay. » the female was crossing her arms.

-I hate to say I told you so… »

-You love to say it. »

-Vhell… Someone has to be a little sensible vhen someone else never listens, and runs after people fangs first. »

-Yada, yada, yada… Look at me, I’m so civilized, ner, ner ner… How do vhe make sure if vhe don’t bite, genious? »

-Vhe look at zher portrait, Dobri! Zher eyes are just right! Forgive my little brozher, he’s a savage. » she told Severus, before turning to her brother again :

-Look, he got the wrong idea, he’s burning everyzhing, now! »

-It’s easy to look like a portrait. »

-Master Odrog protect us… Zhen, vhe talk! Like any ozher sentient being! Are you a Prince? You have to be a Prince. » she asked Severus directly.

-No, I’m not. »

-Hah! »

-I’m Severus Snape. »

-Zher half blood! » the female told her brother triomphantly.

-Untrue! He’s dead! You’re supposed to be dead! » Severus was tired, and scared, and upset.

-Well, I’m stronger than I look! » he snarled, while summoning a fire ball into his hands.

-Interesting. » the male mused, raising a surprised eye brow.

-Who sent you? »

-Easy, easy… Hold your horses, zhere. Vhe’re not going to hurt you. Young people are so easily vhorried. Do not burn zher neighbourhood, just yet. »

-What do you want from me? »

-If my little brozher had been a little civilized, he vhould have explained zhat our master, mister Engaram Prince, is currently dying. Vhe have been instructed to inqvhire about his family, scattered across zhe vhorld, to discuss zhe tedious matter of zher master’s heritage. You might vhell be zhe only suitable heir, now ! I zhink you should come visit, mister Snape. Zher master doesn’t have much time, left. » Severus’s careful expression had just gone through several micro changes, as the vampire was saying all this. He didn’t feel the same way about his pure blood family than in his youth. There was no hope to belong, no crave for legitimacy, left. Only anger. He nodded coldly :

-What is it to me? I suggest you go look for other Princes, then. As you now know, I am no Prince. My mother was disowned for marrying a muggle. She too died alone. So, why should I care? Your master would not approve of me, anyway. My blood isn’t pure. I need no heritage. I can make my own money myself. »

-Humans and zheir principles… Zhere is no such zhing as a pure blood. Only heazhy bloodlines and power. »

-I suggest you tell that to your master. There was such a thing as a pure blood when her family abandonned my mother. » The undead trampled with impatience.

-Vhell… He’s a dying man. And vhe’ve been looking all over zhe vhorld. And zhese last generations have not exactly been very… Prolific in terms of children. And people are so instable, zhese dayz. Alvhays needing to travel. And zhere haz been vhars all over zhe place. » Severus was wearing his impassive face. They should not have disowned mother,then, he thought to himself.

-What kind of heritage? » he couldn’t help but wonder aloud.

-Vhell, a castle… »

-A ruin, I suppose, if no one came flocking to your master’s death bead. » The female sighed. She hadn’t denied Severus’s supposition about his potential heritage. He figured he was right. But thinking about Suneko’s project, and just for curiosity’s sake, he had to ask :

-Is there land, at least?

-zhat, zhere is, mister Snape. Zhat, zhere is… »

-You mean : there’s nothing else. »

-I mean zhat it’s quite enough, mister Snape. »

-Oh, is it? What’s so special, about it? » the vampires looked annoyed.

-Let’s just say zhat vhe are attached to it. »

Severus thought about this for a while. Attached, were they? More like bound to it. Else, why would they have needed to tend to an old man, in a ruin. And they needed to find an heir, for some reason. A « master ». And the last one they had in store was dying.

On the one hand, the land was available, and could be useful to his friend. He could possibly gain extra revenue from it. On the other hand… Would that land trap him too? There was a magical prize, to this heritage, wasn’t there?

« What’s the catch? »

-Vhe are zher catch, mister Snape. » the female answered reluntantly.

-You mean : I would be bound to you, and I would have to pay. With blood, of course. » the male looked down with a strange little smile, while the female shrugged with an embarrassed expression.

-How much blood? »

-Just vhonce a month. You vhould survive for as long as vhe could keep you. »

-That doesn’t answer my question. »

-My brozher means it vhould not be in our best interest to drain you. »

-Still, the price sounds high enough, for a ruin, and a little land. No wonder no heir is to be found. » The female threw up her hands. She gave him a little black cardboard square.

-Vhave zhis card if you vhant to visit zher castle. Zher master doesn’t have much time, as I said. Hopefully, you vhill be a little bit sensible. »

With this, the undeads disappeared into the night, out of thin air.

Visiting bullies

Oh, he’d never been a saint. Nor had he ever pretended to be. But the bitterness had been receding for a time, these last few years. After all, he’d been buisy recovering from the war, and building a life for himself. Somehow, it was good to be back. Snivellus had just resurfaced. Someone had to do the dirty work. Or… If putting bullies right back into place was dirty, dirty was going to happen. And shamelessly.

« Welcome back, you ugly fool. » he thought with a wry smile, as he put on a black shirt in front of the mirror.

« But I’ve got some muggle to visit, first. »

Having spent three years recovering from Nagini’s bite suited him well, he thought. Before the bite, he hadn’t been aquainted to mirrors, that much. He’d been so used to be called out for his appearance, that he’d just avoided them. He’d focussed on his academic prowress. He’d tried desesperately to prove himself. Then, he’d been living at a time of war, a second after the next, living of work, and guilt, and rage, and dread. So no, he had not been sleeping well, eating well, let alone cared for his own clothes, or hair, in any way. But recovering Severus had not been called names. Had not been looked at up and down. Had not been whispered at, behind his back. He’d been cared for, and respected. Another handy thing : he had not had to kill anyone, directly or undirectly. Had not had his life at stake. Or his mind. The dreams, the flash backs had become less vivid too. That was a pretty efficient beauty tip, that. Recovering Severus could choose his own job, and mind his own business, and therefore, eat better, sleep better, groom himself regularly, exercise. And as a consequence, the Severus Snape presently in the mirror looked significantly healthier. Younger, even. Quite tolerable a sight.

Severus was not judgemental like a gryffindor. But he decided that a little judgement could not hurt, every so often. The consideration of Suneko’s struggles was mixing up with his memories of himself, having been given hell for over committing to studies and reading too much. You couldn’t be that stupid, though. Attacking a maledictus, no less! And for a borrowed book, please! Sometimes, people’s stupidity was so blatant you had to take it personally.

But before visiting the main course of idiocy, he had to have an apetizer. He had precautions to take. He didn’t want to hear word spread about Severus Snape apparating at Saint Mungo’s to hex healers. He had to take on another shape. He knew whose. He had longed to meet that lovely friend, longed to have a little face to face with her for years, decades. The occasion was too good. A perfect pretext. And total freedom. No strings attached. No chains.

4 Private Drive. So that was the adress. The very boring house was a shade of browning beige. Not one flower on that freshly lawned grass. Severus had observed for a while to figure out a way to catch Petunia Dursley on her own. He wanted to see her face, as she powerlessly watched his intrusion of her private space. He wanted her to sweat. The bathroom would do. Now. It would soon be the right time to apparate.

« Long time no see, huh, muggle. » he thought to himself, neglectfully running a hand through his hair.

« I bet you missed me. »

And whoosh he went.

« Hello, Pet. »

The expression of utter shock and horror on that famished ostrich’s face was well worth a thousand galleons. He quickly threw in a locking spell and a muffliato on the room with a wave of his hand. He added a spell to prevent her from ever being able to pronounce his name again.

« You!… But you… Y… »

-Dead. Absolutely. I’m a ghost come to hunt you, Pet. Oh, well. Bad weed never dies. You know what they say. »

She was at a loss for words. She tried to get out of the room, but of course, couldn’t.

« You wouldn’t try to slip away from me so soon, now, would you? We hardly met. We have so much to catch up on. » Her jaw clenched.

-What do you want, Snape? »

-But only to meet my favorite neighbour, Pet. Lily’s darling little sister. First, for the enjoyment of her sweet compagny, and then, because she would, of course, never deny me, should I need her help. » She got very red.

-Help you?! What for? You must be mad! Here you are, breaching into my house, into my very own bathroom! Do you think I don’t see you trying to intimidate me? But I won’t get intimidated by the likes of you! Whatever you think I’ll give you, keep dreaming! Over my dead body, you frea… »

-Oh, do say my favorite word. Please. I beg you. » growled Severus drawing his wand from his pocket.

She became very pale, and very quiet.

« I thought you would be aware of your situation, here. But since you’re stupid, I’ll explain : you are so very lucky the dark Lord didn’t win the war, muggle. Even you, wizard hating lot have been protected. The ministry considers you’re weaklings, I suppose. You’re not even capable of proper hate. And bless your heart, you don’t know what we’re capable of. So, yes, the dark Lord is dead. But so is Albus Dumbledore. He won’t come to your rescue. Your nephew is also not here to save you, is he? That leaves just you and me. I’m here in my own name, no great man to muzzle me. And right now, your safety may depend on your attitude, Pet. I’m so tempted to kill you. You’ve no idea. »

He noticed with some satisfaction that she was slightly shaking. He went on.

« No more comment? Good. See, I’m a gentleman. I never touch a woman’s hair without a warning. »

She was now looking horrified, and shaking violently :

« I will never allow you to touch me, you filthy…! » she had no time to finish her sentence. He burst out laughing.

-Did you mean to say that out loud?? I’m not that desesperate, Merlin’s beard! »

Then, he flicked his wand, and a few hair left Petunia’s head to fly right into a little vial that had just slipped out of his pocket. He caught the vial with a satisfied smile.

« That wasn’t so bad, now, was it? »

Petunia Dursley looked confused.

While he was at it, Severus thought he could right some wrongs. He decided he was in the mood to be confrontational.

« By the way : I read a very interesting book about your nephew. It’s called Harry Potter : a tragic childhood, by Rita Skeeter. You really didn’t like the boy, did you? Oh I hated him to guts, too. I wanted him expelled. He was so insolent. Just like his father. But you… You underfed him and made him live in a cupboard didn’t you? »

Severus wished he’d known, back in the day. He had sympathized with the boy more, when he’d read the book. Turned out they had something in common. But knowing this years after Hogwarts, was too late. Skeeter hadn’t exagerated, this time. Dursey’s silence and the stiffness of her jaw was a pretty obvious confession.

« You told him his parents had died in a car accident. You deliberately hid from him the fact that he was a wizard. Huh. I knew you were petty, but I didn’t know you could be that cruel. Talk about jealousy and frustration… »

-How dare you judge me! We raised that fr… Child! He was imposed on us by the way. We did everything we could to make him normal… » She winced and bended down.

Normal like you? He’d thought. He’d been through this kind of education. He knew all too well what kind of a person he was dealing with. He’d heard it all, before. The same excuses. And he knew the truth : She’d just been trying to feel less weak, as many muggles did. She’d dealt with the anomaly. Rang a bell, didn’t it? So, the cruciatus curse had escaped his wand automatically.

« This one is for me. » he declared calmly.

At the second cruciatus curse, Petunia Dursley fell on her knees.

« This one is for the boy. » His dark eyes were now deeply despiseful.

At the third cruciatus curse, she yelled her heart out, crowling.

« This one is for Lily.« 


The hospital was made of high walls and grey bricks, thick, and dark, and wintry, like a prison. It was getting late, and the streets were empty. The healer in question was on a smoking break at the corner of the main door. Her name was Regina Blazen. Her square, red face was frozen in a perpetual pout. She was squinting hard, as though there was some riddle she didn’t quite understand in the pattern of the streets. Her hair were stale and a greyish blond. Even from afar, she looked neglected and grumpy. Severus Snape was hiding in a phone cabin across the street. He reluctantly drank from his vial of polyjuice. He grimaced at the bitterness. Petunia Dursley tasted as awful as she looked. Soon enough, of course, his body changed. He had to tighten his belt, and the shirt around his hips. Huh. Being Petunia Dursley for a night. Wasn’t that a dream come true. Anyway, it was amusing at the same time. Let’s do this, he thought to himself. A swine for a swine. He breathed in and crossed the street.

« Hello, there. Ugly building. Is that a prison? » The woman had a faint surprised expression. Then, she threw in a strange, pinched smile.

-No, ma’am. T’s a hospital. »

-Oh, dear. And people come here on purpose? »

-They have to, you know. T’ what we do, save lives. They don’t have a choice. »

-Oh, I see. So you’re caring for the weaklings and the left outs. You’re the one in prison. » Regina Blazen chuckled.

-Oh, ma’am! T’s not that bad! People, they need to be taken care of. ‘s what we do. »

-I wouldn’t have the patience. » And sure enough, he didn’t lie.

-The job’s got its perks. It’s rewarding, when you do this right. »

-Oh, please. This is a litteral germ factory. Not mentionning the occasional curses, I’m guessing most of them basic. »

-I’m gonna pretend you didn’t just say that, ma’am. » the woman replied with an amused half smile.

-Let me guess : you’re senior, here. »

-That’s right. Regina. Blazen. You are? » The woman stretched out a sweaty hand. Severus shook it.

-Call me Petunia. »

-So. Missis Blazen. As a senior healer, I suppose you’re burdened with the task of… Tutoring? » he wanted to get her to talk about Suneko to make his point, of course. And she noticed. He hadn’t been that subtle.

-Oh, I see you want to talk about the Niece. »

-Yes, ‘s a matter of fact, she does work here… For some reason. » she was puckering her nose, as she was saying this.

-You don’t seem to like her much. »

-Oh,that one. She’s a strange girl, I’m tellin’ ya. I wouldn’t believe a word they say about her, if I were you. These four lives she presumably saved, after miraculously appearing from Li. Sounds like lies, to me. This couple and this joke shop person were just lucky. And have you heard about Severus Snape? No? That’s because he must be dead, somewhere. » she sniffed with contempt. That made Severus smirk. Dead indeed

-The things people will say… There’s been whole articles about that black clad freak being a romantic spy, longing after some dead mudblood. Harry Potter’s own dead mum, would you believe that nonesense? » Severus kept a blank face, while clenching his fists. Would hexing be enough? he thought to himself. This one might well deserve a downright curse. But he kept quiet.

-And now, we’re supposed to believe that stuck up young girl is some genious healer come to save us all. Come on, is she, though? Or did she just run about spreading fables to big herself up? And they say she’s filthy rich, too. I mean : why’s she obsessed about playing healers, instead of spending her money, somewhere? Like mind her own business? Why’s she making everyone waste their time? I mean : shoo, girl, grown ups are working, here! » »

-Would you rather she were a dark witch, then? » Regina Blazen’s rant had just been cut short by this simple question.

-I’m sure she would show some skills. It’s in her blood, after all. What do you think? » The woman’s face froze, in a puzzled pout, then lit up, as she doned that pinched smile again :

-Oh, you! You had me, there! You’re on Santa’s naughty list, I’m sure! »

-You’ve no idea. »

Severus had drawn his wand out of his pocket. Still looking at the woman’s eyes, he pointed it at her throat, and threw in the most vicious slug vomiting charm he could. It was not as satisfying as a proper curse, but curses took a toll on you, and Regina Blazen wasn’t worth the energy. So, this one would do. The woman collapsed with a delightful expression of pain, and shock, and horror, as she started to expell the slimy things out of her throat.

« You’re not pretty enough to be that stupid. »

-You would think someone as rich as Aethelind Gaunt would have friends, now, wouldn’t you? »

When she could stand back up, he depulsoed the woman unto the door, and half stupefied her to look into her mind for further information. How far had she dared go?

The legilimens spell penetrated the woman’s mind in a way probably nothing else ever would. Flashes of her life appeared to Severus, as she was trying to get herself free from his grasp. Boring. Boring. Boring. Severus was so unimpressed. She was far from the employee of the year herself, and was regularly scolded by her superiors, so, she liked to take it out on the interns. She deeply disliked Suneko, because she was obviously gifted, and not as meek as she wished. She had stupidly decided to take her silence as a sign of weakness. She had tried to get her to break down, demean her, disrespect her, gossip about her, yell at her, sabotage her, unsuccessfully. She was trying to be dreaded by being controlling, and petty, and mean, and she was failing. Pathetic.

And then, of course, there was her way to treat her patients. She was all smiles and compliance when her superiors where in the vicinity. But she thought she was in her little kingdom, when she was alone with one of her charges. She chose which she would care for, which she would brutalize or purposefully neglect. She selected her least favorite interns for the unsavory aspects of the job.

But there was more. Something she was trying to hide. And failing. Again. What was she doing to this couple? Their faces rang a bell… That memory, here… Whatever she was doing in it, did not look like standard procedure. First of all, because sweets were not customary food served in healing premices. Second of all, what was she injecting in them? And what was in the lady’s eye as she was more or less forcibly fed? Defiance? Dread? Severus recoiled, as recognition hit him, and turned his guts : this couple were Frank and Alice Longbottom, slender, and weak, and about a century older. Who had she been poisonning them for? Who? Someone was getting her bribed. Who was it?

And here stood Regina Blazen, breathless, shook by the intrusion. She was worth a curse, after all, he decided. He spat at her face, as she collapsed, screaming.

« What you did. Don’t you think I’ll be the only one to know. » And as he depulsoed her once again to the door, he added :

-Envy is a sickness. Get well soon »

And apparated.


He was walking on the dark alley leading to his home, thinking. He would definately tell Suneko about the events of the evening. That filth who described herself as a healer dared to threaten his friend for a mere borrowing of books from the ministry, while she was plainly ill treating her patients, poisoning them for… Who was behind this? He hadn’t quite managed to aprehend? One of his former death eater comrades, probably. Someone clearly had to tell that woman off to the ministry. He was sure Suneko would be delighted to do it. What was even in the potion she injected inside those sweets? Severus, of course, had a few ideas. But they would need to be studied.

He was so annoyed. He reached the door, and slamed it open.

« You look furious. Did you kill her? »

-No. It wouldn’t be worth being sent to Askhaban for the likes of her. But I have information that might be of interest to you, dear, should she dare trying to threaten you again. »

-What did you do to her? »

-Oh, nothing much. A little hex here or there. And a legilimens spell, mostly. »

-And what did you see? »

-You would know if you weren’t shielding yourself. »

-I know. But all that chit chat in people’s heads gives me head aches. I would rather not have to unshield in public. YWhat did you see? »

-Well… She’s terrible at her job, and generally detestable. »

-Goes without saying. »

-Have you… Ever tended to Frank and Alice Longbottom? »

-Had to bathe them once or twice. Poor things… » Thinking about the couple seemed to make her sad.

-Have you ever seen her give them sweets? »

-Sweets? Hell, no! In their state? They might swallow them all wrong, or something. And so unhealthy, too. No one in their right mind would give quasi catatonic patients sweets. »

-She does. And she’s injecting some potion in them. I saw it. » Suneko froze in shock.

-What potion? »

-I’ve no idea. »

-Sounds like poisoning. »

-Looked like it to me. »

-But they’re our patients… »

-Indeed. »

-It’s unprofessional! »

-To say the least. »

-What for?! »

-Someone is paying her, I think. » Suneko sobered up, cold, terrible, all of a sudden.

-Who? »

-Couldn’t see. » Suneko was outraged. More outraged about it than about the threats and petty bullying she’d had to deal with, Severus noticed.

-I’ll find out. » She said quietly, red hot anger glowing off her like forged steel.

-She’s going down. Trust me. »


Suneko was marching, determined, towards the stern, grey building. Severus had decided to follow her to make sure she would not kill anyone. She deserved better than Askhaban. He also had convinced her to call the auror department as well as Frank and Alice Longbottom’s son, who was directly concerned. At long last, she had agreed. The more witnesses, the safer.

Unfortunatly, mister Potter of the auror department and young professor Longbottom (now, apparently) had decided to take their time, and his seething, hissing friend was walking back and forth, restless, in front of the building. Severus decided to start a conversation to keep her busy.

« We should, hum… Travel, when I’ve delt with your coffers, I think. » he started tentatively.

-What for? » she snapped.

-When you’ve succeded in your HILDA exams, we should go around the world, to meet the best healers, and complete your apprenticeship. »

-You want to heal my so called ‘curse’. » She looked at him up and down warily. You want to heal my so called ‘curse’. » She looked at him up and down warily. And sure enough, Severus had had the safety of the humanity of his friend in mind, lately, indeed. He had to improvise.

-Of course not. »

-But as you happen to borrow books from the ministry illegally to complete your education, it seems the Healing Institute is frustrating you, isn’t it? »

-That’s because I don’t need those stupid exams. I know my job, already. »

-I know you’ve received training back in Li, of course. Hence the frusration. But your lovely collegue would have had nothing to threaten you with, if you hadn’t been at least a little curious, would she? What if you deserved better than whatever the Healing Institute had to offer? What if you could afford it? When I manage to unlock your coffers, you’ll acquire all the books in the world, if it takes your fancy. You’ll meet the best mentors. And become the best in your field. » And possibly you’ll also deal with your curse, in the process. Severus thought without saying it.

-And you would meet the best Defense Against the Dark Arts practitionners, too. »

-You get my drift. » Indeed. He hadn’t thought about it, but as a matter of fact, becoming a better Defense Against the Dark Arts practitionner himself would also probably be helpful. After all, nothing wrong with doing a little research. And selfishly speaking, nothing wrong with meeting his own heros, if he could, one day, either.

-What about my apothecary? And your shop? »

-We’d hire competent employees to handle them while we’re away. They would report to us, and reach out to us, if need be. We’ll need to delegate anyway, if we want to grow big. » Suneko sniffed. She didn’t like the idea. But this conversation had hijacked some of her murderous energy.

« Are you sure about this? » Severus nodded. She was talking, of course, about Regina Blazen’s guilt.

-In her head. I’ve seen it. »

-She’ll need to have serious justifications. »

-What justifications? Don’t enter a battle of wits with an unarmed opponent. »

Sudenly, a whoosh sound was heard, followed by a worried and angry :

« What happened to my parents? »

-Mister Longbottom. » Another whooshing sound.

-Snape. »

-Potter. »

-What did happen to Neville’s parents? » frowned The-Boy-Who-Was-Always-Tense.

-Potter. Meet Aethelind Gaunt. »

-Hello. » Harry Potter looked at her up and down.

-You must be the Niece. »

-Boy-Who-Lived. »

-What did she do? »

-She works here. »

-Oh, don’t we all just get along, when we start off by being rude? » Severus interviened.

-What have you been up to? » Harry Potter snapped at him.

-Ron says you’re working at their shop, now. You didn’t bother to give anyone any news. »

-Like I owed anything to you. » Potter crossed his arms.

-We thought you were DEAD. »

-Well… EXCUSE me for having been bitten by a giant snake. And how are YOU even alive, by the way? I’m not the one who comes running after danger wands first EVERY TIME. Am I? » Suneko looked at them, back and forth, with an intrigued frown on her face.

-Are you two related? »

-NO! » They both instantly yelled in a perfect chorus. Suneko threw up her hands :

-Okay… » Neville Longbottom cleared his throat :

-What. Happened. To my parents? »

-We believe they were poisonned. » Neville Longbottom’s jaw dropped. His face lost all colour.

-How are they? » Harry Potter’s expression was now fully collected and professional.

-We believe they have actually been regularly poisonned for more than two decades, since their arrival at saint Mungo’s. » Suneko looked down in shame.

-The trauma they’ve kept from their agression should not have left them in that state. They should at least have made some progress, since they’ve been in the hospital’s care. I should have known something was wrong when I visited them. »

-Who did it? » Neville Longbottom’s voice was white, and sharp, and cold as steel. He’s matured up quite a bit since the last time I saw him, Snape noticed, a little intimidated.

-We can find proof. That’s why you’re here. » Suneko breathed in, out and instructed :

-OK, everyone, please keep quiet. »

Harry Potter and Neville Longbottom looked at each other with puzzled faces. They could understand she was trying to do something, but the aim of this long silence was unclear. At long last, she winced a little, opened her eyes again, and said :

« Got her. Second floor, Daisy room. » she held her hands:

-I can apparate you there. » Harry Potter frowned :

-How exactly did you locate her? »

-It’s called legilimancy, Potter. » scoffed Severus, trying not to appear too impressed by the strengh of his friend.

-Keep up. »

The Daisy room was all white and yellow, with cheerful, sparkling undertones. It contained a dozen beds, in which patients were softly moaning in pain. It had a strange, acrid smell.

« Dragon burns. » Suneko explained.

Regina Blazen was tending to a patient in the far right corner of the room. She was wearing Saint Mungo’s customary green robes and was turning their back at them, but her figure was unmistakable. She turned around as soon as she heard Suneko’s comment, looked at her up and down, and snapped :

« Gaunt. What’s wrong with you? You’re late, you’re not wearing your uniform, and you brought visitors in the Daisy room? They’re not s’posed to be here, you know that. » her eyes then rested on Neville Longbottom :

-Oh, morning mister Longbottom. ‘s not your usual visit time. I’m not sure your parents are ready, yet. Have you asked the reception? No? You should have. Or I reckon she should have, instead of bringing you to a restricted area.. ‘s not professional, that, Gaunt. »

-And she brought quite a crowd in here, too. I see you came along, this time, mister Potter. How kind. Forgive my intern. ‘s not the right room, now, clever girl. And who’s this one?  » she frowned at Severus.

-He looks a bit like… »

-Severus Snape, back from the dead. Morning to you too, ma’am. » Severus held his hand, and she shook it, somewhat taken aback. Since they were all staring at her, she started shifting uneasily.

-What can I do for you? » she asked.

-If you don’t mind, we would love you to bring us to mister Longbottom’s parents. Now. » explained Severus. She looked at them suspiciously :

-I’m tending to dragon burned patients, at the moment. But I’m sure the reception could help you find your way to the right room, if our little genious can’t. »

-Won’t take long. »

-What’s the rush? » Harry potter had casually drawn out his wand, and was waving it absent mindedly tip down :

-Humour us. » She turned to Suneko angrily, then thought better of it, and tried to sound collected :

-You didn’t need me to help them out, Gaunt. Or are we in a lazy mood this morning? Asking the reception about the Longbottoms and bringing those gentlemen to them was pretty basic work. Besides, you’re s’posed to… » Suneko hissed :

-Oh, shut up. » Regina Blazen blanched a little.

-I’m your superior. I will tell you off for your attitude this morning. »

-I’m not impressed. Now, get us there, already. »

Frank and Alice Longbottom were being bathed by one of the interns when the group appeared in their common bedroom in the closed isle.

« I told you now was probably not a good time. »

-Leave. » Suneko simply told the other interns. She sounded so cold and directive that they obeyed immediately.

-Well… Here they are. Same as usual. Except, naked. » The nervous woman tried to apparate away herself, but Severus stupefied her.

-Nice try, miss Blazen. » He lifted her up to put her in an upright position. He looked at Suneko who was producing a pensieve from a shoulder bag.

-Will you do the honours? »

Suneko took out her wand, and partially unstupefied the woman, whose eyes grew wide with panic, as she realized her situation. Suneko sighed with a bored little expression :

« It’s going to be easy. »

-She’s loud. »

She brought the pensieve to the nearby bed, and almost stuck her wand to the woman’s face. Regina Blazen grunted. Liquid light spilled from Suneko’s wand. She poured it in a tube that she had levitated out of her pocket, and approached the bed.

-Mister Longbottom, you might want to be the first to see what miss Blazen did to your parents. »

Neville Longbottom was the first to put his head in the stone basin. It did feel a bit strange, standing next to him, waiting for him to return, but Severus knew exactly what he would see. He could picture the boy’s anger in advance, and he felt sorry for him.

« What does he see, do you think? »

-His parents being poisonned. She injects a potion in sweets that she’s making them eat. That’s why their health hasn’t been improving, we think. »

-So, you really think that they could get back to being themselves, some day? »

-Ask a healer. » sighed Severus. He thought not.

-They will never quite recover. » confirmed Suneko.

-They will always be more or less dependant. They will be burdened by nightmares, and their magic will be forever maimed. But… I believe they will at least be able to recognize their own son. I believe some of their older self should come back to the surface. I will see to it, at least. » she added with a determined expression. She groaned in frustration.

-I should have known. Of course, they did go through terrible pain, and trauma, but their state was not normal. I should have guessed. I didn’t pay enough attention »

-What potion was it, and what did it od to them, exactly ? »

-We’re unsure. »

-We would need samples to analyse it, so as to make sure we find the right cure. But the certain thing is that it stuck them into this catatonic state. I also believe that miss Blazen, here was working for someone else. Though I am not quite sure for whom, yet. »

-Let’s make sure we find out. » Suneko’s voice was icy cold, and cutting like goblin steel.

Severus didn’t quite like the tone of her voice. It didn’t seem to be merely reflecting a hope to find the culprits. It rather sounded like a threat, followed by a determination to find them herself.

« We will. » And find them quickly. Severus thought.

When Neville Longbottom retrieved his head from the pensieve, he was flushed, and mute and trembling with rage.

« I’ll go in there myself. » Potter informed the woman with a cold but quiet professional tone.

-Just to see the evidence presently at my disposal. And then, I think we’ll be on our way. »

-Wait! » said the woman. But Potter turned to Longbottom.

-We’ll find out who she did it for, and then, trust me, she’ll pay a little visit to Askhaban. »

-She fasified it! This… This evidence is all fake! That… That cursed foreign scum!… » said the panicking woman who had regained the ability to speak. Severus smirked.

-Even if the facts disagree, I am impressed by your confidence. »

Severus frowned as the woman started to gurgle. Suneko’s arm was extended, and her hand was tense, launching a vicious strangling spell. Her eyes were changing colour.

« You’re a healer. This is not what you do. » he reminded his friend, as she hissed.

-We will punish her. » added Potter with a sensible tone, drawing his wand.

-Come, Suneko. » Severus went on. His friend grunted in frustration, and released her collegue.

-Just you dare lying again. »

They all sighed with relief.

« Don’t waste your time pursuing the likes of her. You’ve got work to do. Remember? »

Frank and Alice Longbottom had both been covered by a bath towel, but they were still starting to quietly tremble with cold, in the background. Suneko turned to them, accioed fresh clothes from a drawer, and said in a surprisingly soothing voice :

« We will dress you up, now. Alright? You need to look nice for your son, who came to visit you. Let’s get these pants on, first, mister Longbottom, shall we? » Then, she showed the frozen Regina Blazen with her chin to their son :

-Make sure she doesn’t go away. You can check the evidence anytime, Boy-Who-Lived. I’m not going to kill her. » She called disdainfully. Then, she turned back to Neville Longbottom :

-When I get samples of the potion, I’ll be able to define an efficient recovery strategy. I’m pretty sure I know how I’ll proceed to get them. »

-The candy wrappers. »

-You collect them. »

Harry Potter had been diving his head in the pensieve. It took him only a few minutes to get back from it.

« As far as I’m concerned, I’ve got all the proof I need. » he commented with a steely glint in his crazy green eyes.

-You’re under arrest, miss Blazen. »

He launched an incarcerus spell on the struggling woman, put a hand on her shoulder, and apparated away.

Suneko was halway through helping missis Longbottom to put on her dress, when she muttered in a forcibly light tone :

« Do you know, your son is very brave? He killed my grandmother, a few years ago. It was the only way to free her from a terrible curse. I’ll be forever grateful. Her name was Nagini. »

A heavy silence fell on the room, as a hint of recognition sank into the face of the sick woman, uncertainty, suspicion, confusion, blurry dread. Her husband let out a painful moan. Suneko turned to Neville Longbottom, and observed matter-of-factly :

« Seems your parents remember her. They’re strong enough. »

-I know. » Longbottom a little trembling in his voice.

And the boy looked strong, just then. He looked like the proudest man in the world. Arrogance is a weakness, thought Severus to himself. But pride is strengh.

« I have to get changed and officially start my shift. » Suneko said.

-I’ll be right back, mister Longbottom. Severus, I believe I have an authorization to sign, for you to inspect those coffers, yes? » Severus nodded.

-Then, wait. » she concluded as she whooshed away.

There was an awkward little silence for a good few excruciating minutes. Severus really didn’t know what to say. He hadn’t seen Neville Longbottom in ages. He hadn’t been that fond of him, back in Hogwarts, and vice versa, as far as he was aware. Also, his parents were humming to themselves, in the background. It was bunglesome. Severus felt quite out of place. What to say, what to say… Finally…

« So, is she really alright, then? »

-You mean? »

-Nagini’s grand daughter. » the boy was embarrassed to ask.

-They say that she’s also… »

-Oh, you would wonder, right? I mean : she only saved my life, among others? Oh, and she only just helped prevent your parents from ingesting more poison? And dreadfully she seems to intend to help them heal? That’s the young woman you mean, is it, Longbottom? She sounds terrible, indeed! » The silence that followed was a little uncomfortable. The boy coughed.

They say she can also turn into snake. And… Nagini… You’ve seen her… And… » Severus showed his neck, and snapped :

-Yes, I have. Close enough. »

-I didn’t mean it like that. »

-No, your intentions were pure. A gryffindor’s intentions are always pure, aren’t they? You can never beat their perfect little moral standards… She’s not Nagini. She’s my friend. She saved my life. And she’s trying to help your parents. What can you not understand? »

-But she won’t be able to stay under control forever. »

-Oh that’s what it would be about, isn’t it? Keeping her under control? »

-I mean… »

-What do you know about her abilities? She’s powerful, she’s brilliant, you’ve seen it. She’s ambitious. She intends to set up an apothecary. Not just any apothecary. The best in England. In the world, possibly. And she’s hard working. And she’s curious. And she’s rich. Rich enough to go around the world and meet the best healers there is. Rich enough to afford proper tutelage. She’s a person. Not just a beast you would need to put in a cage. She’s got dreams. Projects. Do you know anything much about maledicti? Well… We will. We’ll get advice from people a little more knowledgeable than yourself, thank you very much. » Severus couldn’t believe how annoyed he was.

-You intend to find a way to heal her. »

-No. I don’t want to heal her. I don’t want turn her into a conform, slick, proper little human. She’s a ware snake. It’s in her blood. I want her to have the means to do what she want to do, that is : be a healer. I want her to be free, even if free might mean she could get to choose how and when she wants or doesn’t want to turn. And I want her to maintain herself, for as long as she can, in order to obtain the success that she deserves. The respect. You dare think she’s a monster? You don’t know what a monster really is. You haven’t been living with one. You only met a big snake. Once. I know what I’m talking about. And I’m telling you. She. Is not. A monster. »

-I… Hope she’ll manage. »

-Of course, she will. »

Severus realized he’d never even thought about how exhausting it must have been to be her. She had to use occulmency to protect herself from other people’s minds, all day, every day. And she had to deal with their constant prejudice. Deal with people being nervous around her, when she hadn’t done anything to them. Severus could relate to that feeling, at least. That feeling had made him a death eater. She didn’t have to become the monster they all wanted her to be. Merlin knew she was trying. Trying to keep her snake at bay. All the time. Given the circumstances, she was incredibly civilized. He was proud of her.

There was something about pride. You could be proud without being vain. You could be proud, and be grounded. Pride was what you needed to keep, in order to avoid people from crushing you down to oblivion. Pride was what the Dark Lord had taken to all of these great families. One by one. To ensure their submission. Pride was what had maintained him alive, what had helped him protect his own sanity, in the midst of all of this cruelty and pain. Pride was a shield. Pride was essential to anyone’s mental health. And most importantly : pride made you particularly strong when you were proud of someone else.

New job

That horrible facade was supposed to look humorous. One had to admit they had managed to make their shop visible. A huge, monstrous version of the red headed twins was putting its hat on and off with a terrible grin.

And this is supposed to be a place for children…  he tought with a shrug.

I wonder how come none of them is crying.

He smirked, then went in. The place was like the brats he had known at Hogwarts. Colorful. Messy, but nonetheless full of interesting things. They hadn’t been fairing too bad, actually.

« Welcome to Weasley’s. » said a familiar voice.

« What can I do for y…? »

George, the one with the scarred ear. The boy, of course, had just recognized him.

« I need a job. » He just said bluntly.

« Nice shop. » He added to sound a little more diplomatic.

George Weasley threw an amused smile:

« I’m glad you noticed. Though if you need a job, i would expect at least a superlative. »

-With a little help, it would surely end up deserving one. But it’s alright, of course. » He mused looking around interested.

-Oh, really?!  »

-Nice to see you doing well, by the way. Good morning. »

Severus held his hand. The boy shook it. Even now, it was still strange to see him all grown up. He couldn’t help remembering the reckless teenager who had driven every Hogwarts professor crazy.

« And you came here to save my business. »

-Would I have bothered to come in, if it had needed saving? Its got a proper reputation, of course. Though I heard there was room for improvement. »

-How so? » The boy, still smiling, looked at him up and down.

-I heard your love potions were pretty terrible. »

-They’re part of our best sellers. » The boy crossed his arms.

-I’ve heard from people who know better than your clients. »

The boy’s smile froze. His eyes rolled, and then, he schrugged.

« I bet you’re interested in our Defense Against the Dark Arts section. Over here. »

He led him to the back of the shop, where more sober looking shelves had been set. He tapped on the shoulder of one of the employees. Tall, lean, red haired, that figure looked quite familiar.

« Blimey! If it isn’t Snape! » Gasped Ron Weasley.

-And good morning to you too, mister Weasley. »

-You might as well be a ghost. We weren’t sure you had even survived. You had disappeared. »

-Oh, did you need me for something? I had… You know… Lost the track of time, recovering from this. » he snapped in frustration, showing his scar. The boy’s eyes widened.

-That’s the trace of Nagini’s bite? » He was right to be impressed. The scar was ugly.

-Does it look like a hickey? »

-Oh, I can see you didn’t lose your bubbly personality. What can I do for you? »

-I… Was hoping to get a job, actually. »

-Because Hogwarts didn’t want you? »

-Because I decided to apply here. » Severus avoided saying that he would not spend another decade in that school, in a million years.

-You’re interested in our Defense Against the Dark Arts section, of course. »

-What brilliant deduction skills. » The boy let out an annoying little chuckle.

-We’ll see what my brother says. Given he didn’t kick you out, already, we might try you. You’re on inventory duty tonight, if we do. Go on,and tidy that shelf, over there, now, will you? » The boy patted him on the back. Then, he leaned casually on the wall, and mused :

« Merlin’s bloody balls, Severus bloody Snape… I’ll have to tell Harry, that’s for sure. »

Severus really wanted to hex him. He didn’t like receiving orders from one of those gryffindor brats. But he would have to swallow his pride. For now.

« You’re taking ages. »

-I’m familiarizing myself with the products. I am new, here, after all. »

-Just make quick notes about what you see on the shelves. You don’t need to write a novel about everything. » Severus sighed, and just kept going.

-No need to go through those shelves, they’re done, already. » the boy went on some time later.

-I’m familiarizing myself with the products, as I said. »

-We’re never going to get out of the shop, now, are we? » Severus retorted with an ironic little bow.

-Suit yourself, mister Weasley. »

-Not a chance, Snape. No way am I going to let you alone in the shop on your first day. »

-Then we’ll all need to have a little patience, now, won’t we? »

Severus grabbed a box of puking pastilles, and opened it to observe one of the candy shaped atrocities. He had just decided to work even wore slowly.

« Oh, come ON! » growled Ron Wealsey in despair, which made Severus smile. He did have a point to make, and he intended to make it. So, he was going to make sure there was the exact right number of pastilles in that box, right now.

A good while later, Ron Weasley had finally decided to throw up his hands, and prepare himself some tea. There was about a good dozen minutes of blessed silence, with just the noise of objects being moved around, and quill running on paper. It was sweet. It felt like those moments, back then, when he had a child in detention. Severus had hated children in a group. In classes, in corridors. They were bold, and cheeky, and scattered brained. One at a time, in his office, he had liked them a little better. Embarassed silence was the best, he reflected. But Ron Weasley was Ron Weasley.

« She’s the one who healed you, isn’t she? » he said conversationally. Severus stopped for a second.

-Who? »

-The Niece. Everything went so fast, that night. I didn’t see any of it. But they say she’s the one who helped Remus and Tonks. Lucky she turned up, isn’t it? And… I mean… We almost lost Fred, so. » Ron sniffed. He looked haunted.

-They say she works at Saint Mungo’s, now. No one knows where she lives. »

-At my house. »

-You live with the Niece? »

-She needed a place without a rent. She saved my life. She’s lovely. »

-Did you know she’s the heir of… »

-Oh, thanks for informing me! »

-I mean : you haven’t seen her bloodline, apparently. »

-Let me guess : she’s the heir of Salazar Slytherin. What a surprise. Mindblowing. »

-I mean : she’s the grand daughter of Nagini. » Severus’s heart skipped a beat.

-Oh. »

-Yes, oh. I’m guessing you’ve never seen her turn, or anything. You should be careful, though. She might be like… Like her grandmother. »

-Maybe. »

-That’s all you have to say? Maybe? You should at least tell her to find another place to live, or move out yourself, for your safety! »

-I don’t think so. » Severus knew he would need more than a disturbing piece of information to break his loyalty.

-Do you not like life? At all? »

-I don’t know. You’re the one who went after a basilisk with your best friend when you were twelve. You tell me. »

A good while later, the door burst open to a frowning George Weasley :

« What’s taking you so long? »

-Ask Snape. »

-I’m not sure he’s done counting the puking pastilles, yet. »

-I was… »

-Familiarizing himself with the products, he says. »

-Do you need to stay the night? Should I get you a mattress? And what’s this thing about the pastilles? What’s so fascinating about them? » Severus sighed, and answered with an unapologetic half smile.

-Your brother was annoying me, so I was taking my time. »

-He was writing a novel, too. Over here. » Ronald pointed to a little black notebook floating with a quill, in a corner. Severus wanted to accio it for safety, but George Weasley intercepted it first. It annoyed Severus greatly.

-Taking some notes aside the inventory book, are we? » George said as he caught it. He started going through the thin lines of Severus’s caracteristically tight writing.

-That’s interesting. » he mumbled.

He walked towards Severus and stopped next to him. Severus expected some unpleasant joke or some otherwise disagreeable comment, and he was pouting accordingly, but the boy just looked at him very seriously, and pointed at some of the random ideas on his untidy little list.

« That’s filthy. But I like this idea, here. Do you think it could be done? »

-I don’t know. I was just… Noting random ideas. I would need to think things through more carefully, if I wanted to find… Ways to reach that result safely. »

-I like your way of thinking. This stuff could be useful. You should come to the Burrow with your notebook, some time. I’m sure Fred would like to see it… It’s all Defense Against the Dark Art stuff, isn’t it? »

-Obviously. It’s my domain of expertise. »

-One more creative mind won’t be too much. Trust me. This is a joke shop, though. But I bet you’ll get the spirit. » The boy patted him on the back. The gesture was a bit too familiar, but Severus was pleasantly surprised by his reaction. Apparently, he would be allowed to make suggestions.

-Are you done, now? »

-Quite so, mister Weasley. »

-It’s George. Please. It’s a family business. »

And to think the twins managed to build all of this without having completed their education… Severus thought. It had been so annoying to see them leave Hogwarts. What a waste of potential. And he was so annoyed that they hadn’t been in slytherin. He dared hope that at least, Granger had ended up showing a bit of ambition.


It was night time already. Severus walked thoughtfully down the main lane of his good old neighbourhood, thinking about his impressions on his first day. And about quite a heavy piece of information he had received. Merlin knew he was stubbornly principled about his loyalties, but he was potentially living with a maledictus, and what could he make of this?

First, he would have to make sure she had not been born with the curse. He did hope the boys were wrong, but apparently, she was the grand daughter of the terrible snake woman he had come to know in her monstrous shape, and dread. And unfortunately, he also knew this malediction was passed on from mother to daughter. But he could hope, perhaps… Or perhaps, he was just fooling himself. The idea was most unpleasant, of course, and he was not exactly in a hurry to reach home and bring it up. And what if she was stricken? What could he do? Thoughts turned and turned in his brain, as he tried to imagine the conversation. He would have to be diplomatic, and avoid over reacting, of course. Perhaps, he would have to find a way to be safe. But how? Showing the door to the young woman who had saved his life for no valid reason was obviously out of the question. And leaving his own home felt a little… So, what? Or perhaps, those considerations could wait. He hadn’t noticed anything suspicious, after all. Whatever he dared hope she did not have, she seemed to have it together.

His mind had been racing so fast, he was almost surprised to stumble upon his own doorstep. Well. He would have to see her, now. He would have to stay calm. His heart was bumping a little too loud. Not a good start. He leaned on the door, and took a few deep breaths, before crossing the threashold.

A hissing wildling of a girl stood before him with eyes grown huge with worry :

« Where have you been? Are you alright? Did anything happen? »

-No. I’m alright. I was on inventory duty at Weasley’s » Severus replied quickly. She sighed with relief.

-I’m glad they hired you. But I was worried sick. You should have warned me. »

-Sorry about that. How was your day? Sit down. Let’s have some tea. »

She nodded, and sat down. Severus was about to accio a kettle, and make the water boil, when, much to his surprise, it appeared all by itself, along with two cups, and dessert plates filled with scones.

« I signed the papers, today. For the coffers. Now, I’m officially supposed to go by that stupid name, Aethelind Gaunt. And, hum… This. Things have been appearing, since this morning. »

-Some elf, or elves, I’m guessing. If they belonged to your uncle, they must be terrified. Which would explain their being invisible. You could order them to show themselves, if it makes you feel more comfortable. »

-If they’re so shy, I’d rather they didn’t. » she bit into a scone.

-Practical. » Severus observed. He hesitated.

-So… How does it feel to bear your real name? » he inquired

-My real name is Suneko. It’s the only name I want to go by. It was given to me by Madam, and by my real father, the one who taught me everything I know. »

-Have you ever met your… Father by blood? »

-No. And I couldn’t care less about my progenitor. » She had never told him anything about her past. Suneko was a woman of a few words. Severus had never asked.

-So, you were brought up in an orphanage. »

-In a brothel. » Severus almost spilled his tea.

-And your… Mother? » The young woman dropped her gaze.

-Needless to say, she was one of the courtesans. She’s dead, now. »

-And, you… »

-Madam wanted to me to. I ran at eight years old. That’s when my father took me in, and taught me everything he knew. » »

-I see… How… Did your mother die, if you don’t mind me asking? » She threw him a dark, sharp look :

-So, you know, don’t you? » It was time to rip the band aid off, since she had guessed :

-Are you…? » His heart sank when she sighed, and nodded. He took a deep breath, and simply let out :

-Fair enough. »

Oh, Merlin… And now, what to do? Don’t insist, he thought to himself. Don’t over react. She obviously doesn’t want anyone’s dread, let alone anyone’s pity. Keep neutral. Keep neutral. He reflected that perhaps, changing subjects would be helpful, at the moment.

« Well… Good thing you signed the papers. With your permission, I’ll soon have to peek into those coffers. And… How was work? » Her lowered gaze and tired, closed face said it all.

-I see. Looks like you had the best day ever. »

-Yeah… Just my luck. »

-What happened? »

-Remember the book I got you? »

-Junksher’s? Yes, of course. It was the best read, thank you. »

-Well… I did it again. I borrowed books specialized in my craft, of course… »

-Did you get caught? »

-My… Collegue, Regina Blazen, noticed the title of one of the books I was reading at break time. There was the ministry’s seal on it. And so, she threatened to tell me off. » Suneko let out an exasperated sigh.

-She… What? » Severus was shocked to hear that anyone had dared threaten her.

-She told me that she would inform the ministry, that they would destroy my wand, and that they would send me back to Li. I guess I wasn’t careful enough. »

-Oh, did she, now? » Severus’s anger was building up inside him.

-Hum, hum. » the young healer nodded.

-What business is it of hers, the books you read? »

-My readings are very interesting, apparently. »

-And how did you respond to this? » Suneko rolled her eyes.

-What do you want me to do? I’m the Snake Girl, the Niece, and whatever other name they give me. People are already hushing when I enter a room, taking a step back when they meet me in the corridors. The usual stuff. And I didn’t hurt anyone, mind you. I would never hear the end of it, if I ever dared lifting a finger. » She shook her shoulders in an attempt for indifference, but she sounded hurt. Severus had had his set of agreeable little surnames himself, and knew all too well how it felt to be unpopular. And that ignited his anger. Was it the reason why she had left Li, in the first place? She had never told him.

-You’re right, of course. Let me hex her for you. »

-I’m not my uncle, you know. And you’re not my hitman. »

-First of all, I was a spy. Not a mere hitman. And second of all, let me rephrase my offer : hexing that murtlap scum would be my pleasure. »

Healing

He was finally getting some freedom of movement, now. He hadn’t managed to move much without a strengh potion for months. It had been infuriating and humiliating, at times, to not have full control over his own body. He had needed her help, even with the potion, in the beginning. The first few weeks, he had cried his heart out, all day, everyday, from the moment she had been out for work until her return. He had cried for everything. His current state. The people he’d lost. His past. Had he ever taken the time to mourn, before almost dying? Unlikely. Then of course, he had dried his tears, whenever he had heard the door open, and she had pretended not to notice his red eyes. It had been helpful, he’d found. The way she had done her job relentlessly, and unemotionally. And progress had shown. At last.

After weeks of frustration and despair, he had ceased weeping and started reading. His mind had needed distraction, refreshing. Now, he clung on the project he’d made to make his healer’s coffers safe. He clung on the hope to be useful to her when he would be ready. And of course, he found motivation in the insane challenge : he would have to outsmart the Dark Lord himself, to go through of all his little traps, and survive them. He would have to be really skilled for that. So, he re-read all of his defense against the dark arts books, and all of his old notebooks, with all of his tricks, and his private spells, conceived out of spite, out of anger, out of fear, when he’d been alone and idle. And he took notes. And he remembered. It was keeping him buisy.

When she was back from work, he observed her. He had to remind himself that she was nothing like her uncle. He clung on the little details : the gap between her teeth, the scars on her delicate hands. He hadn’t asked questions. People generally liked to talk about themselves, if you listened hard enough. She didn’t. But it was informative to see her cook (often overly spicy noodle soups), and care about his progress. It was enough to see her always crushing herbs, and having potions on the stove. Her actions showed how hard she was trying. He had, of course, comments to make about her potions, and she would swear in parselmouth under her breath when she would get annoyed. And she was eating all the time. As tiny as she was. She didn’t like being made fun of, but he couldn’t help it. It did help to observe. To get to know her. It did help to notice how she didn’t seem too egotistical or intimidating. For all that was worth.

He heard the click of the door, and straightened up.

« Good evening. How was your day? »

« Long. It’s beginning to be dragon pox season. »

And of course, she was right. It was late. He just hadn’t noticed the time.

She laid her coat on a chair, and casually threw a large and thick black book on his knees. Severus brushed the dusty cover with his thumb. The title was : Diving into the shadows by Karta Junksher himself. He gasped. It was an ancient dark arts classic. It was rare.

« So you don’t get too bored. You seem to like this sort of thing. »

-Where did you get it? »

-I borrowed it from the archives of the ministry. They shouldn’t notice, if I put it back in a few days. »

-How did you get in? » No one was allowed into the archives of the ministry without authorization, in the first place.

-Do I want to know? »

-And you’re welcome. »

After dinner, they walked by the river. The air was soft on the skin. There was a faint smell of dust and mould, in this part of town, but the breeze was fresh enough, once you got used to it. The grass looked pityful on the little alley. But it was quiet. And it was home. It had always been.

« So, you’re stealing from the archives of the ministry, now? »

-I didn’t steal. I borrowed. Serves them right for not providing a student proper ressources. »

-You mean : the Healing Institute of London for Dedicated Academics does not have a library? »

-As a matter of fact, it does. A poor excuse of a library it is. I read all there is to read there. I needed more in depth material. It was frustrating. »

-How did you not get caught, though? » he was genuinely interested. She dismissed him with an embarrassed, vague gesture, unwilling to talk about it.

-Do you want me to bring that book back, now, then. »

-No, no. By all means. I’ve been wanting to look into that book for ages. I’m not the one who took the risks. And what if I don’t want to hand it back at all? » She shoved him gently.

-I don’t think so. You’re not doing this to me. »

He was walking with a cane, now. She was hardly helping. No potion, either. He was pleased with the progress he’d made. Soon, he would be able to work again. It wasn’t like he rejoiced having to look for a job, after years of convalescence, but he was frustrated with his life at the moment. And he was getting restless. It was not exactly funny to be stuck in Spinner’s End. He wasn’t a social person, much. He was not a fan of crowds, or noise, or bright lights, or the outer world in general. But he did feel that he needed to put himself in motion. He was not going to spend the rest of his days in idleness and isolation.

« You’re doing well. You’ll be back to work in no time. » It was like she had been reading his mind. He checked his inner defenses. She had, possibly.

-Yes, I will. » Though, what work, he had no idea.

-Do you miss Hogwarts? »

Not really, he realized. He had been teaching for decades, and he hadn’t been that fond of the job, to be honest : the agreeable moments when he had felt useful had been scarce. Most of his career had been about worrying for the boldest daredevils, getting frustrated about the overall immature laziness, getting annoyed at the insolent ones. Sleepless nights running after whoever was in the mood for mischief. And running errands for Dumbledore, once in a while. And reading miles and miles of boring scrolls full of basic mistakes, and grammatical errors. And the constant hubbub. No. The last thing he wanted, at this point, was to be surrounded by children. Let alone live with them. But then, what could he do, now?

« You don’t. » that wasn’t a question.

-So, you won’t be teaching anymore? »

-I might apply down Diagon Alley. »

-They might be hiring there. »

-As a former potion master, I’m sure you could find a place at Slug and Jiggers Apothecary. Or perhaps, at that joke shop, the Weasley Wizards Weezes. »

-Why would I work in a joke shop? » Not in a million years.

-I hear they have a Defense Against the Dark Arts section. They might appreciate your expertise. »

-In a joke shop? Why would they sell Defense Against the Dark Arts devices in a joke shop? That makes no sense! » He was intrigued by the information.

-And who would they sell their devices to? Children? I dare hope not! »

-Probably to aurors. »

-Aurors would get their working tools from a joke shop. »

-Apparently. »

-Is this even real? »

-The rumor has it. »

This must have been one of their jokes. But he would have to come and see. Silence lended on the scarce patch of grass like cotton.

« Do you still intend to go look into those coffers? » she asked tentatively.

-I do. As promised. » He would. There was no doubt about it.

The air felt a little heavier, now that he had to think about the Dark Lord, again. He had to. He would have no choice. He would have to remember. Think like him, even.

« We might get rich, then. »

« Might » was the right word. She surely would be, if he survived the ordeal. There was no guarantee. And even supposing he would manage making her coffers safe, she would certainly end up deciding there was no « we ». He was not hanging on her promise. He wanted to do it because he needed an aim, a challenge. Something to focus on to avoid thinking. So he had decided that he might as well focus on something he had some skill for. It was still better than having no purpose whatsoever. He guessed it was also his little way to posthumously defy the dark Lord.

The sun was looming ever closer to the horizon. He stared at her, while she was looking pensively at the river. Her eyes were a striking midnight indigo blue in the warm, golden sheen of the evening. Her silken hair, bound in two buns and two braids, also had blue reflections. She wore a tattered green kimono. Overall, she looked pretty, like a living doll, petite and fragile, but with a very serious expression that made you look twice, and a sublte, undefinable, wild little something about her. It was her eyes, he thought. She broke the silence.

« I’ve never been rich, you know. »

-Me neither. »

He hadn’t done too badly, though, for one of those « awful boys of Spinners End », though. His job as a professor, had been paid better than what he could have hoped for. Even though, in the end, he had never been granted the « greatness » that had been promised by the Dark Lord. But he had learned to have very simple needs from a very young age. And he had always been more proud than materialistic. And after decades of working as an errand boy for two terrible men, much of that pride had been tamed, anyway.

« What would you do, with the money? »

That made him chuckle. It was a silly question, since he would probably never lay a hand on any of it. It was dream talk, wasn’t it? Dreaming was useless, he found. He had only ever dreamed of a future with Lily Evans, and she had always been out of reach. He had lost her altogether, ultimately. And he had dreamed of recognition and respectability, but it had never really happened. Instead, he had been used by some, and distrusted by most. Dreaming was silly. But why not pretend?

« I would settle a Defense Against the Dark Arts Shop right over here. » he smirked, showing one of the biggest buildings in the distance.

« If those Weasley brats could do it, I could certainly do it too. I would sell the auror department proper attire, maybe even help with their training, working as a consultant. And, hum… Let’s see… I would build a music studio over here, a concert room over there, hum… Oh, that would be an art gallery… »

-Hey, that project is too expensive! » She was looking at him with her arms crossed, and a half smile.

-I would need some of the money! »

-What would you do with it? » She resumed looking dreamily at the lake. Severus listened intently. She would finally say something about herself. Interesting.

-I’m a healer. That’s what I do.  » She smiled.

-You know, back home, in Li, I used to work in my father’s apothecary shop. So, I would just settle my own. I would sell the best potions, and unguents, and powders, and pultrices. And get the best ingredients. Asphodel, belladona, hellebore, mandrake, even my very own bezoars! That would be something! » an extatic smile transfigured her face. She really loved her job. Severus felt his heart pound, a little. She did look sweet, at this moment, under the sunset. She showed the factory.

-That place, over there, would be interesting to get. It’s abandonned, isn’t it? That means I could rebuy it, and reshape it into a proper working place, with spaces for potion making, and ingredient storing, and a shop, and even a bed or two, for patients who would need treatments. That would be perfect. And also, I would need a large patch of cultivable land with good soil. » she added with a determined little nod.

-What for? »

-To grow my plants, of course! Possibly, also to breed a couple of interesting magical creatures. If I’m going to open my own apothecary, I might as well do it right, and make sure I get fresh, healthy ingredients. Do you really think i would rely on external suppliers? I don’t think so! I don’t work like an amateur! » she said this with a disgusted little pout. It was amusing.

-You would do everything yourself? Top to bottom? »

-Obviously! »

-That would be a lot of work. You would need to hire people. And you would have to make people want to go to spinner’s end, if you mean to settle your business here. »

-Probably. It could work. It’s not too far from the city, and it has an eerie kind of beauty…  » she looked thoughtfully at the river.

-You too. For your business, I mean. You would need to attract clients to sell your products and your tutoring. We will need to really work on this place to make people want to walk by it. » We. She seemed serious too, for now. That was sweet.

Good luck with rehabilitating the old place, though, he thought to himself. Instead, he said :

-Guess I’ll need to work through these coffers, first. »

-True. »

Indeed, there was the tiny matter of the Dark lord’s deadly curses on his own gold.

« I’d rather you didn’t get killed, in there. »

« Don’t put yourself too much in danger. I took some time healing you. »

He stroke her hair, and thought : If she knew.

Awake

His whole body was acking. That’s how he knew he wasn’t dead. That was unpleasant. He wasn’t relieved. he was worried. Because when death had come, he had been ready; And now, he was alive. And the boy was most certainly gone. And he had failed him. Failed Lily. Failed everything. They’d make him pay, he supposed. They’d make him fit again, just to throw cruciatus curses at his face. They’d know he was a traitor. It was all over. He wouldn’t have to lie anymore at least. And death would claim him. Eventually. Sooner rather than later, if he had any way to fix this. Had the boy fought well? He was dead, wasn t he?

He couldn’t move. He heard himself moan. There was distant footsteps from a nearby room. Oh dear. He hoped it wasn’t Bellatrix. He hoped it wasn’t the dark Lord. His stomach tightened at the thought of him.

« Ah. You’re awake. » said a quiet, raspy voice.

Who was that young lady? Was she a former student? What house was she in? She was quite small. Fresh skin. Pimples. Doll face. An insanely thick, untidy raven mane. Bangs. You could hardly see her eyes, in there. Ageless. Lily’s eyes had been like green sunshine. So warm, and truthful, and refreshing. This one’s were something else. Dark. Deep. She bore them into his, and instinctively, he shielded.

« Hum… The mind doesn’t seem too bad. » she muttered to herself matter-of-factly.

« Quiet, too. That’s polite. Can you speak? »

She didn’t wait for him to respond.

« He needs a strengh potion. » She muttered to herself again.

« I’ll be right back. »

Severus winced. He didn’t like the idea of taking a potion made by such a young witch. The results could be catastrophic. But she wouldn’t give him a choice, now. Would she?

20 minutes later, he was sitting on the bed. Pale, and shaky, and weak, but sitting.

« We’ll get you to walk a bit later. Your muscles need training. Now, maybe, you can speak? »

-The… Boy… » he managed.

-Green eyes, ugly scar, looking like trouble? Yeah, he seemed to be on your mind, alot. I thought you might like this »

She produced a small box from under the bed.

The box was full of news paper articles about The-Boy-Who-lived. Apparently, he had survived. He had become an auror. He had a new girlfriend at least every week, according to miss Skitter.

Severus wanted to laugh and cry. He was flooded with relief. At the same time, he felt empty. He’d been a soldier. A pawn played in a chess board in a game of war. And the players were gone. The dark lord. Dumbledore. Even lily. He no longer had any duty towards any of them. He no longer had anyone to die for. He was back into a life that had been going on without them. How dare it?

« In case you were wondering, you were in a coma for two years. My name is Suneko. You’re in your home, in Spinner’s End. » He hadn’t asked himself the basic questions. He looked at the girl :

« Did you brew this potion yourself? »

-Of course. »

-It’s good. It’s working. » She crossed her arms, and frowned, all outraged :

-Obviously. That’s my job. I’m a healer. I know the basics. »

-Then, why am I not in Saint Mungo’s? » She sighed in frustration :

-Because they would take over as if I were some incompetent dum-dum, and you’re my patient. »

-Let me guess : HILDA student. »

-I’m a licenced healer. I just have to take this exam for administrative purposes. »

-Foreign licence. From where? »

-The country of Li. »

-Why did you come to work in England, then? » She schrugged, and vaguely waved her hand. A tray with a big bowl of soup full of noodles floated right to the bed.

-You need to eat. » she said.

-Then, exercice. You’ll exercice everyday. Gain some muscle. »

That didn’t answer the question.

He heard a faint knocking sound on the window. She opened to an owl, took the message on its paw, and then, sent it off without a word. After which, she depulsoed the message and turned back to him reproachfully :

« Why aren’t you eating? »

-You’re not opening your letter. »

-It’s the ministry, again. I think. They’ve been sending me letters and bothering me on my shift. »

-What does the ministry want with you? »

-It has something to do with the fact that some people heard me speak snake one time, and it’s the end of the world. Apparently. » Severus’s heart skipped a beat.

-You’re a parselmouth. »

-Snakes aren’t so bad, when you get to know them. » She mumbled looking down. He cleared his throat, and put on his non judgemental face :

-So, the ministry is harassing you, because…? »

-I’m supposed to inherit from What’s-his-Name. Inherit is a nice way to put it : what would you call a bunch of deadly, cursed coffers, with unreachable gold, yourself? A heritage? I call that a problem. The ministry’s trying to get rid of it. And I would rather ignore them. »

-So, you don’t want the gold. »

-I have only one life, and it’s more precious than this gold. I’d rather keep it. »

Severus tried the noodles. They were way too spicy.

« Finish your plate, now. You’ll need strengh. I’ll get you to walk a bit, next. »

Well, thought Severus as he was ingesting that strange soup. I think I just found another way to die stupidly. He swallowed another mouthful, and let the fire in his throat quiet down a bit.

« You know, I could help with those coffers. » he offered, even though he knew it was not a good idea. She raised an eyebrow.

-Defense Against The Dark Arts in my domain of expertise, and I worked for the Dark Lord, once. I could find a way around the curses. Maybe. »

-Find a way to get back on your feet, first. Instead of talking nonesense. »

Severus Schrugged. If he was to tackle those coffers, he would have to find a strategy, anyway. It wasn’t as if they were in a hurry. Was it?

She was staring at him, as he was finishing his noodles :

« You really want to look into those coffers, don’t you? »

He didn’t answer. He definately would.

« You want your share, I suppose. » His share. He hadn’t even thought about it.

-You saved my life, though. »

-I did my job. But, you would… »

-Why not? » She crossed her arms and frowned, then threw them with a blank expression.

-I think we’re friends. Let’s make you walk, a little. I live here, by the way. »